love lies - a Jacklyn, marvey and Randy fanfiction

Chapter 20

Welcome back bitches. Hope u like this chapter x

Btw when sonny gets in the band I'll add him in x

Andys pov

The kiss, it was different. We both didn't really know what we were going. My hands were on his face, cupping his cheeks. His were on my waist, pulling me closer.

It was sweet, happy, and genuinely very innocent... in a way?

We pulled back, a goofy grin on my face.

"Andy I'm sorry if you didn't want that." He spoke shyly, looking down at the floor.

"Why wouldn't I want it?" I grinned, scooching over so I was closer to him.

"Are you even gay?"

"No ryan, I just like to kiss boys." I sighed and started to laugh uncontrollably. He turned red with embarrassment and furrowed his eyebrows.

"Hey! I was just asking!" He sulked, puffing out his cheeks like a child.

I rolled my eyes and wrapped my arm around his shoulder, pulling him down so we were lay on our backs.

He smiled up at me, pushing my head towards his chest so I was cuddled against him.

He felt warm.

"So, rye, what exactly are we?" I asked him, looking up to meet his eye. He half shrugged and smiled.

"I don't even know."

"You're an ass." I giggled, placing a light kiss on his cheek.

It's weird, an hour ago I was listening to teenage heartbreak playlists and plotting music videos, now I'm lay in my crushes bed (FULLY CLOTHED U FILTHY ANIMAL!) cuddling into his chest.

it's insane.

"I don't love Loren. am I mean for leading her on?" Rye asked me, cuddling me tighter.

"It isn't right to her to lie, no because you're cheating. but you don't have to come out to her, if you're going to break up with her, there's no rule saying you have to say fully why. Just tell her it wasn't working for you or something." I said, trying to give rye the most welcoming smile ever.

He just lightly smiled back, kissing the top of my head.

A sudden flash back hit me, of when those sneering smirks glared at me from behind rye. When they forced him to hurt me.

"Are you going to stay friends with all of... those people?" I asked him with a shaky voice.

Ryes smile dropped.

"I-I don't know"

"But rye. You can't. Please" I whispered, trying my best for him not to hear it. 

"I know, Andy, I get it. But they're my social blanket."

"Do you really need one?! I survive shit now, it won't necessarily hurt you either." I groaned.

He sighed.

"I'm sorry, I'll try to end it all."

"That's better." I smiled, pecking his cheek before sitting up.

"Wait where's brook?" I asked, looking around.

"I don't know, he goes out a lot at night." Rye raised and lowered one shoulder sloppily.