Redemption

Chapter 3

Year 1943

      This was the happiest moment of my life, our child I will be having our child, are you happy, my love. Why wont you smile and laugh as I tell you the new, are you not happy, I'm very happy, Seth my beloved Seth our child will be as handsome as you, but as I talk you just stared at me, I should have look in your eye a little longer maybe I would have seen the disgust it reflex when you stared at me.

My beloved, why haven't you come home these past 6 mounts, our child is growing, he's getting bigger and bigger, are you with her again on that so called business trip of yours, Seth please, come home, I miss you. our little Jamie missies you too, you never once ask me how I knew it will be a boy but if you did I would tell you it was a mother instinct. Seth are you unhappy with me, do you not love anymore, but you promise me forever.

Seth it hurts, it hurt so very bad, Seth were are you Seth ,help, please help.

I call for you but you never came this pain, this horrible pain when will it go away.

My Jamie, my little Jamie, I call for you Seth I called but you never came, now my Jamie my little Jamie is gone, you killed my little Jamie, give him back, give him back, please I beg you, give him back to me. You did nothing, I buried him as you watch with eye so cold, like it was not your son being buried, did you love him ?, I ask but you just look at me and turned away. My beloved when did you become so cold towards me, when did you stop loving me, Seth I love, I need you, I'm hurting please don't go, stay with me just for today, but you did not stay, you said the company is having some difficulties so you wont be home for awhile.

I cried so much that I did not realize I had no more tear coming out of my eye, why were you not there, why are you not here now, is the company more important than your wife and your child. If only I realize that it was not the company that was important but her, your sin, your forbidding fruit.