Why do I love you so much?, when did I start loving like this, when did my world slowly started revolving around yours, I cant remember, but Seth do you know this love I want to see through to it till the end, maybe your forever and my forever aren't the same. You started coming home more often, and I taught everything was returning to how it was before she came, but I was wrong. My beloved what had I done, for you to inflect this horrible pain upon me.
You came but not alone, you said he was your son, and that he was your responsibility now, so does that mean he's also my responsibility, Seth please, is this the reason why you were not happy to know that I was pregnant, you already experience the joy of having a child, but Seth what about me, Seth........Seth, my beloved Seth , this pain, it hurt but what can I do, I love you but I cant love him. I know he did nothing wrong but when I see him all I can see his your sin, your forbidding fruit. Seth you knew that I know didn't you, you knew along but you still when ahead and sinned. Do you still love me, cant you see, your hurting your Jane.
Seth did I do you wrong?, Seth I cant love him Seth, he his your child but he his not mine. Seth do you still remember our little Jamie. Seth he's older than our little Jamie, Seth..... Seth, he older. Seth why is he older than my Jamie?, Seth do you know I love you, Seth this pain is overwhelming, Seth this love, our love, our forever, will it have a happy ending.
Seth you promised me forever, is this how our forever will be?, I ask but you remain silent, why wont you answer me?, but you just watch as I cried, Seth do you know how much tears I shed for this love?. Seth this forever, your forever is painful.
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Redemption
RomanceIf love brings pain why do we love. loving, hating but we still end up breaking. The heart is fragile, why not put it in a cage, lock it up and throw away the key. Loving you was like worshipping god but you did not worship me back, instead my love...
