A Personal Journey [Completed]

"Love and Loss"

Then I started to think: "What if I regret the decisions I made?"

"What if I can never get through this heartbreak?"

and all the other what ifs that goes through my mind.

Yes, I love the way his eyes lit up when he looked at me,

the way his smile widen when he saw me,

the way how he simply love myself when I can't even accept who I am.

He stared at me as if I was the most beautiful girl he'd seen.

I couldn't have been happier to see someone smile as bright as his,

especially when I'm the reason why.

Breaking his heart is totally the worst thing I can do to such a beautiful person.

Breaking his heart is the same as if I break and kill my own.

It would be very selfish I thought,

to let him go through hell –me;

just because he falls in love with a disaster.

Choices were in my hand,

decisions were made.

I love him,

but he lost me.

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