Regret (Cross x Nightmare)

Chapter 8:Thank you...

All alone in this plain white of nothingness,nothing here but me yet it feels so safe...

No noise....

No violence...

No wars.....

I used hate this emptiness but now it feels so comforting feels like there is nothing to worry anymore,avoiding everything that is happening in this world.

I smiled gently as a tear shed in my eye,'I'm finally safe...',Looking at myself now.My arms has cuts in it.

'Regret'

The word that was stuck in my arm,Regret,Of course,I regret a lot of things.Yet,I choose to ignore it,it was better to be stuck in this place,maybe,it's better to be here than to accept that deal in the first place.

I don't know what my creator is doing to be exact,the life that I had was gone and now lived a life full of torture and pain,my heart feels like it has been broken a million times yet I chose to keep this stupidity.

I heard a portal behind me,"Hello...Cross..."I heard the familiar voice used to be in a happy tone but now hearing it out right now is sympathy and pity,Dream.

"Hey Dream..."I responded back as I didn't looked at him,I just don't feel like to look at anyone at all right now.I want to be alone.

"Why are you here?"I questioned him,clearly curious how he would respond back to me."Well,I just want to see you again Cross,I-We've haven't seen you for a month"He responded,"We?"I asked him by what he meant by the word 'we'.

"Yes!Me,Ink,Blueberry,your gang and especially Nigh-""Don't say that name!"I cut him of with a yell of anger,I don't want to remember him anymore.

I looked at Dream with anger but I sorta feel guilty,looking at him he had a sad expression towards me like he pities me."Cross..."He started off as he approach me while his hand reaching out for me yet I scooch back avoiding him.

I sense him right behind me,I sighed as I turned towards him,"Dream Pl-""NO CROSS I'M NOT LEAVING YOU ALL ALONE AGAIN!?"Cutting me off with his yell as his arms wrapped around me as tightly feels like clinging into life itself.

I looked into his face,his eyes were pouring down with yellow tears,his face looks like he is in complete pain.I felt pity in him but thinking to myself is he pretending or gonna use me like him...

"Dream,please understand that I want to be alone for now..."I started off as I wiped his golden tears away,his expression representing a sad look in his face seeing a little tears in his own pure yellow eyes.

"Cross,I want to help you,I don't want to leave you,I don't want you to leave me like he did..."Dream trying to force the words out the words while chocking and sobbing in front of me.

He wants to help me,he want to make me smile,he cares about me but should I trust him though..

Don't trust him,he might hurt you just like Nightmare did...

I sighed and said,"Dream,I want to come with you,Just please don't cry"I said trying comforting him,his face lit up into a huge smile in his face as he grab my hand tightly,jumping in joy."REALLY!?THANK YOU CROSS!THANK YOU!"HE said joyfully as he jumped into my arms and gave me a huge warm hug,his hug feels like the warmth of the sun,it feels so cozy,so comforting into his arms.I felt the warmth feeling of magic gong through my body as I notice my body feels like the scars gently heal after it was done he smiled at me.

He grabbed my hand and dragged me into a portal.

Pure brightness was in my eyes so immediately I close my eyes as I feel myself being pulled into an Au or a place but I pray that it wasn't horrible place that is hell.