Blazeclan: A New Start

After the Battle, or is it Over?

I sat down in front of the highrock. I was mad at father. He thought since I was an apprentice I couldn't fight. His words after the battle were ranging in my head "You just want to prove yourself, and you'll kill for it" He jumped up on the highrock, and called the clan cats. I looked up at him, then stalked away. I sat back down by the exit of camp, listening. "Our attack was successful, we killed Brokenstar. Thanks to-" father started. I interrupted "Me" and I stalked up to the highrock. "I was the one that told Brokenstar i would attack him. That's the reason you have no scratches, I was the one that killed him! And all you said was, 'I want to prove myself 'blah blah. You want to prove yourself! " I yowled. The cats looked at me. I looked away and walked into the woods, tears in my eyes. "Blazepaw?" Said a familiar voice, Fireclaw. I started to run, the tears calling off my cheeks. Once I was at the border of Snowclan, I looked into there woods. I saw three familiar cats, the kits who were my friends! "Sealkit! Firkit! Patchkit!" I yowled. They turned at the names. " We are not kits, stupid mousebrain. " They responded. "W-well I'm sorry! I don't know! Do you not remember me? From the fire? Blazekit? Blazepaw now? I thought Snowclan would comfort me. I was wrong." I whimpered. They looked at me. "B-Blazepaw?" Said Sealpaw. I looked away, and not looking back headed back to the middle of my territory . Tears still streaming down, I thought to myself "Father thinks I'm just another stupid cat. I'm special, I survived 3 almost deaths." Not thinking, I headed back to camp. I just didn't care anymore. Fireclaw was the only one who cared about me. I went in, and as father walked up to me, I ignored him. Tail trailing on the floor, I walked to the edge of the camp, and growled to myself. Unsheathing my claws, I clawed my ear, out of frustration. It wouldn't hurt me anyway. Fireclaw strode up to me, and I let him. "Hawkstar wants to see you." I stood up, growling. " I'd love to" I walked up to him. "What happened to your ear? And why do you smell of Snowclan?" I hissed at him "Why would you care about my ear, and I went to the BORDER to be alone, ok?" He said then, " Go out hunting, now! " I spat at him "I'm not another servant of yours! I'm your kit, your son, and you should love me for being myself! I HATE YOU!!!!!! I yowled that last sentence. Everyone looked at me. "I could kill you, ya'know" he hissed back. "Oh really? Kill your own kit? I don't think you could." I spat right back. He yowled back " I am your leader!!!!! I saw mother come out of the crowd, but father didnt see. He jumped on me. I clawed his face, and jumped out. Mother looked at father, wordless. Then she yowled "I didn't think you'd hurt your own kit!" Father looked up, and mother turned her back on him. I stalked away, then I heard him approaching me. I felt the dirt behind me fly up, he was jumping up to get me! I slid out of the way, and jumped on him. " I wouldn't suggest doing that. " I clawed at his ear. Then I jumped off, them i sunk my claws into my ear again. I clawed it, once, twice, three times! Mother looked at me, wordless. I went to the prey pile, and saw an alive rabbit. I picked it up. Flexing my claws i clawed and clawed it. Blood soaked my fur, but I kept clawing, clawing, clawing. I stopped, falling to the floor.