Madilyn POV
After I pull myself together we walk around town for an hour until I go to the studio. My eyes are red and puffy but I can’t do anything about it. I walk in the studio but only find Yoongi in there.
Madilyn: Sorry, I thought all of you were in here.
Suga: The others went back to the dorms. PD decided I can go on my Agust D tour still. I’m just practicing.
Madilyn: That’s great!
He finally looks at me and realizes my eyes.
Suga: Were you crying?
Madilyn: I’m fine.
Suga: You know you can tell me anything?
I sit down in the chair and he waits patiently.
Madilyn: I was walking down this one place that I used to hang out a lot when I was younger. When I was twelve, not shortly after Tae left to join the group I joined a gang and mom kicked me out the house. When I was fourteen, one night a shooting broke out and killed all the members except me. I blame myself every day for it. After that, I didn't do friends. Better to be cold and hate than get hurt like that again. I guess just thinking about it all made me cry.
Suga: I had a best friend when I was fifteen. He wasn’t in the best situation at home. His mother drugged him, he was abused by his dad. He got to a point where he couldn’t take it. He went out for a walk to my house but stopped at a bar instead and got drunk. I’m not even sure how he got alcohol since he was underage. He got in some car and started driving to my house. Before he got there though, he crashed. His car turned over so many times. He was pronounced dead later that night at the hospital.
Did Yoongi just open up to me? Turns out he can talk to me without yelling.
Suga: There were so many times people told me, “Sorry for your loss”. I didn’t want their sympathy, I wanted my best friend back. I guess my point is, you don’t have to keep everything to yourself. Open up a little. Let us learn what irritates you, what makes you happy, what types of food you like.
We sit in silence for a few. He goes back to writing lyrics.
Madilyn: Spicy ramen.
Suga: What?
Madilyn: My favorite food is spicy ramen.
I see understanding flash over his face and he throws his pencil at me.
Suga: You’re such a smart ass.
Madilyn: Ooh! I’m telling Jin Eomma you said a bad word.
I get up and head for the door.
Suga: Wait!
He gets up and grabs my wrist.
Madilyn: Let go!
I was only teasing him. He didn’t have to hold my wrist so hard.
Madilyn: Yoongi, you’re hurting me.
Suga: You can’t tell Jin.
Madilyn: Why not?
Suga: I’ll kiss you if you do.
He has a teasing smirk on his face. I do the only thing I can. I grab my phone and call Eomma.
Madilyn: Eomma! Help!
Jin: What’s wrong, Madi!
Madilyn: It’s Yoongi, he-
He hangs up my phone and looks deep into my eyes.
Suga: I never realized your eyes were blue.
Madilyn: Yeah…
Suga: Don’t say I didn’t warn you.
He leans in slowly and kisses me. I feel my cheeks turn red but kiss him back.
Suga: You’re not as bad as I thought.
I smack his shoulder.
Madilyn: I’m gonna head home and get some sleep.
Suga: I’ll come with you.
He puts everything in his bag and grabs my hand. We start walking outside but a girl runs up to us.
Fangirl: It’s Min Yoongi.
Suga: Please, call me Suga.
Fangirl: Is this your girlfriend? You guys are really cute together.
Suga: No, she’s Tae’s twin.
Fangirl: You’re really beautiful.
Madilyn: Thank you.
She runs off and I feel my cheeks heat up again.
Suga: Aww! Look who’s blushing.
Madilyn: Shut up!
We start walking and looking at everything.
Suga: It’s always nice to be back home after a long tour.
Madilyn: Can I ask you something?
Suga: Sure, anything.
Madilyn: Why don’t you like people calling you, Yoongi?
Suga: I’ve always had the nickname Suga. But my best friend who died always called me Yoongi. No matter how many times I told him to call me Suga.
Madilyn: Sorry. I didn’t know. I’ll call you Suga.
Suga: No, it’s okay. It shows how special you are to me.
I look at the ground and continue walking.
Madilyn: I’m scared.
Suga: Why?
Madilyn: I promised myself after all my friends died that I wouldn’t make friends. It was the only way not to get hurt. If you don’t have anyone to hurt you, you’re fine. I’m getting so close to you all though so fast. It scares me.
Suga: We’re never going to hurt you.
He pulls me under his arm and we walk to the dorm. As soon as we get there they all run up to us.
Jin: I thought something happened! You called for help but then hung up!
Madilyn: Sorry, Yoongi hung my phone up. I’m fine. Sorry, I worried you.
Jin: It’s fine.
RM: Yoongi? You only let Joshua call you that.
Jimin: You must really like her.
Yoongi throws his hat at Jimin and looks at me.
Suga: Sorry you have to deal with these weirdos.
Madilyn: You have no room to talk, Mr. Min Yoongi.
Suga: I-
He keeps stuttering but gives up when he can’t come up with anything.
Madilyn: He’s silent. My job here is done.
I walk over and sit beside Tae who is pouting and rest my head on his shoulder.
Madilyn: What’s wrong?
Tae: I’m jealous.
He doesn’t look at me but at the TV.
Madilyn: Tae. Look at me.
He slowly turns his head.
Madilyn: You have no reason to be jealous. You’re always going to be my little alien.
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