Janay lives wit her dad she meets this boy at her new school and they end up dating she gets pregnant finds out she has cancer running in her family and she only had one choice either she has the baby but ends her life or she kills the 8 month old c...
5months later I am 8 months pregnant and my baby boys is so close to coming to this beautiful earth that both me and his dad lives on so lately jamar has been hidding his phone from me like he been just having it lock a lot more and things like that. 12:00 pm I wake up to "ding ding ding ding " and I was thinking it was my phone so I turned the ringer off and realized it wasn't my phone and looked at jamar he was knocked out me and him woke up early and walked for about 2 hours . I looked at the nightstand and it was a girl and i knew it was a girl I just knew it I picked the phone up and put it up to his face and looked through there messages I scroll up all the way like 2 months ago and I see
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These and I keep reading then I wake him up and ask "who is this " "bae what are u talking about " " u know who the fuck is this so u cheating on me while I been carrying yo baby for 8 months who is she " "bae I don't know what u talking about " " so u don't see these messages don't play wit me I will kill u who THE FUCK IS THIS JAMAR AIRON ADAMS" "baby I—" I cut him off "I don't even wanna hear it Bc u sexting wit a whole girl that's considered cheating " "but baby I'm sorry ""I don't care no all this shit I did for u and I'm carrying yo baby nah nigga u got me fucked up I been carrying ur baby boy for 8 months and U been cheating on me for 2 months " " baby I only been talking to her for 2 months and I'm sorry" " anything you wanna tell me before I leave " " I met this girl at the strip club and I just wanted her number then we was txting and then we got to that point " I got ready the whole time he saying sorry I'm just walking around ignoring him I txted my Bestfriend and I said meet me at the doctor ima tell u everything when u get here she replied ok So I just put on
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I walked out the house and ain't say nun to him I sped to the doctor and told shay everything! Jamar pov Janay woke me up from a good ass nap and all i hear in my ear is her yelling and screaming then I realize she went through messages of the girl that was at the stip club I was just apologizing and trying to explain myself she was saying I don't care I don't care then she left! I got a call from janay Babymama❤️🍯: hey I know I am mad at u rn but I need u to meet me at the doctors office I sped there even tho I was caught in the act I still need to be there for my baby boy ! Then I texted janay what room number was she in she told me then I walked in the room and said hey to her and shay and they just rolled there eyes I waited for the doctor finally the doctor walked in and me and shay and babymama was sitting in there and she said I have bad new and good new then she keeps talking and says bad news first so In ur family Janay your family's background has history of breast cancer and- nay cut her off "so ur saying i have breast cancer " " no no no I'm not saying that but what I am saying is the baby could possibly die about 10 days after his birth but the good news is you could save the baby but u would die " everyone in the room eyes teared up and looked like they were about to cry the doctor says "I'm sorry to be the bare of bad new but as a doctor I have to tell u things like this now we really don't know if that's the decision your gonna have to make but it is a very strong possibility that you will have to make the choice" Janay pov So the doctor did the ultrasound and our baby is very big but I found out cancer runs in my family and no one told me and I have breast cancer running in my family omg . So when the doctor told me that either I Was gonna die or my son that I was carrying for eight moths was gonna die I broke down . Like i said before I don't believe in abortions and I damn sure don't wanna die my damn self but the doctor said it's MY CHOICE . I am probably gonna have to die because I just can't deal wit knowing I kilt a baby but at the same time I have a lot to lose if I die. But the reason why I would die is because I'm still young and if I have a sea section I would loose hella blood and I'm young and I would loose lots of blood. And basically die . But I went with my bestie and she basically took me places to get my mind off of the baby and my cheating ass boyfriend but hella boys was trynna hola at me but me and Jamar was still together we just had things to work out.
