Note To Self-Ashton Irwin

Chapter one

"Get up Jade your going to be late for school!" My mum yanked the blanked that was keeping me warm and cozy off and opened the blinds to let in the sunlight that blinded me all in one swift motion. I threw my legs off the bed so they could hang over the edge and wiped the sleep from my eyes, as I stood up and dragged my feet to the bathroom to take a quick shower.

I turned on the water and let it heat up while I put on some all time low and brushed my teeth. When the water was warm I striped my clothes off and jumped in the shower having a full on jam out session as I washed my body with my vanilla scented body wash the washed my long dark brown hair with my favorite herbal essence shampoo and conditioner. I got out 20 minutes later and blow dried my hair letting it fall straight down my shoulders. I then decided on wearing light washed high waisted shorts and a white crop top with little burgundy designs on it then threw on my white converse and burgundy beanie to match my shirt. Then I applied a light layer of foundation and a couple of layers of mascara, I looked in the mirror at my blue eyes and smiled at myself happy with my look.

When I got downstairs I ran into the kitchen and saw that my mom had already made toast with smeared with Nutella - my favorite. I grabbed a piece and shoved it down my throat. As I grabbed my skateboard about to leave my mom stopped me, "Jade!" she called out.

I turned around and she walked towards me placing her bony long fingers on my shoulders. Then pulled me into a hug and whispered a quiet, "Your growing up so fast Jadie" and sniffled. She does this every year when I started a new grade. I pulled away and saw her teary eyes, I hated to see my mom cry it breaks me. "You know how much I hate when you call me Jadie" I teased hoping to earn a smile or chuckle it something. She smiled which was a relief.

I tell her I don't like it when she calls me Jadie but deep down I really do love it when she does. My mom and I have a special connection, we tell each other everything and when she got sick I didn't know what to do. She says she's better now but I don't buy it I just put on a brave face for her even though on the inside I feel like breaking down and crying forever. I hugged my mom again and with that I was off to school.

(She had hyper thyroid which basically means that she gets extremely skinny when under stress like to the point where it's unhealthy and she can't control it no matter how much she eats the only option other then trying to control her stress is to have a surgery that could possibly make her other organs fail)

As I skated to school I looked at the time to see it was 8am which meant I was already 30 minutes late. So I skated as fast as I could to get to school and made it there by 8:45. I then sprayed myself with perfume before entering the school considering I had just sweat up a storm trying to get here. Then I went into the administrative office and got my class schedule for the year, I had hoped to have like and Rachel in my classes so I would be bored and alone all day and luckily when I walked into first period trigonometry I saw the brown curly haired girl I had been praying to see all morning.

I sat down in the open seat next to hers and she flashed her pearly white sparkly smile at me. If she wanted she could get any guy in this whole school to melt and long to be with her but she said she hasn't found the right guy yet. "Hey" she whispered quiet terribly if I might say so myself, knowing the teach would hear I decided to just write a note so we wouldn't get detention on the first day back to school.

The rest of the day went by fast and I got to see like in some if my classes which was good. But by the time that I got home I was extremely tired so I did my homework, texted Rachel for a little while and fell asleep watching mean girls.

Note to self: watch your back

(Mean girls quote)

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Hey guys so since I'm homeschooled this year I have lots if spare time and right now my hair is orange due to faulty hair dye :( so I don't want to be seen in public which mean fast updates for you say yay YOU *cheers*

I'm so sorry if this sucked it didn't have Ashton in it yet I know so sorry for that but it will get better I promise! I love you guys!

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