Note To Self-Ashton Irwin

Chapter four

That's what I imagine jade to look like also still not edited cuz I'm still too lazy don't complain or I'll kill you ;)

Love you,

Krissy ~xx

Previously on: Note To Self

"Finally your here. Where are you going? 40 minutes late and your still not ready?" One of the boys snapped.

"Excuse me?" I turned around to see the same bandana boy I was just drooling over staring right at me, smirk plastered on his face. I knew this was going to be a long night.

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I was astonished by how rude he was to me I was taken back for a moment before I crossed my arms and pushed out my hip trying not to look as surprised that such a pretty face has such a jerk inside. No he's not pretty, what's wrong with me I'm complimenting someone that just insulted me in my mind?!

Just as I sucked in a deep breath to snap back at this mystery boy Luke walked over and hugged me whispering in my ear, "Don't stress about him it's not worth it." I could feel him smile when I hugged him back tighter as a thank you. Then bandana boy walked off saying how it was just a joke and that he was kidding.

Just then the tan boy got up from playing his game of FIFA with the purple haired boy and walked over. "Hello my names Calum" I put my hand out to shake it but he just pulled me into a hug causing me to laugh.

"And I'm Michael nice to meet you" he smiled putting a hand on the back if his neck after hugging me tightly. "Oh and that's Ashton" he said making a funny face trying to keep the mood light. "Well I'm Jade, I can't wait to listen to you guys play."

And with that they went to their instruments and me Rachel and Brooke sat on the couch. Luke was in the front with a guitar and microphone in front of him Calum on his left, Michael on his right with an acoustic guitar and Ashton on Calums left so he could sit on his drumming box (idk what it's called Gotta Get Out. Rachel's eyes widened causing Luke to blush an me to vomit in my mouth a little (just kidding it's cute). I couldn't help but stare at Ashton while he played he seemed happy. Oh god I have issues.

After we listened to a lot more songs it was about 7:30 so we decided it would be a good idea to watch a movie. Ashton and I still haven't talked since when I first got here and I was kind of frustrated at myself for want him to talk to me. Just then I was broken out of my train of thought when the movie previews started I was sitting next to Rachel but when I looked over to my other side Ashton was there. Weird I don't understand why he choose to sit next to me. He hates me.

"Hey sorry for lashing out on you earlier I was just in a bad mood, start over?" his warm breath tickled my ear and his voice was raspy but in a good way, I liked it. I looked over to see him already staring at me with a half smile and I just smiled back and turned back towards the movie. It was just now starting and the title read INSIDIOUS 2. "Luke! Rachel! You know I can't watch this stuff I'm gunna pee myself!" they just snickered and ate their popcorn.

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By now I had grabbed a pillow and held it over my face peeking around it scared I was gunna die. I feel like I had been watching this for hours but I looked at my phone to see it's been 20 minutes. I'm terrified.

(Ashton's POV)

I feel really bad for lashing out at her for no reason. I have some anger problems but no one knows about them accept for my parents. I can't control it, it controls me. After I made her smile I felt a little better about the whole situation. When the movie started Jade was so scared it was kinda cute. I wanted to put my arm around her or something but we don't even know each other yet so I just whispered.

"You wanna go for a walk instead? You seem pretty scared" I said.

"Yeah that's sounds much better." she whispered.

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Okay so this chapter kinda boring I know but trust me it's going to get good. I love you all thanks for reading hope you enjoyed. Vote, Conment, Ask questions.

Love,

Krissy ~xx