My Strange Addiction /Billie Eilish & You

Chapter 1

Hello hoes welcome to my second Billie fan fiction story.

Before you read this story I wanna say this book contains a lot of graphic things that might be disturbing to people.

For many reasons I'll put trigger warnings in the beginning of the chapters with content that may be disturbing.

If you haven't already please read my first Billie fanfic titled, 'bitches broken hearts'.

It currently has over 37k views as I type.

So you won't be confused, this story is mostly told in past tense.

In the beginning you'll be in present day before it switches into the past.

There may be hidden secrets/information that will be written into the chapters you read that will be revealed eventually.

Thank you and please enjoy the story.

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Y/n's POV

Pain.

Betrayal.

Heartbreak.

Helpless.

Those are things I have felt for the past year of my life.

I'm okay now.

I wake up from the sun blinding my eyes. I open my eyes, and gently rub them. I let out a huge sigh while stretching my limbs. Today was a really important day. It was the first day of school today. The first day of my senior year.

For anybody else, going back to school was just a normal thing. For me it isn't normal. I stopped going to school at the end of junior year for many reasons. The day I was dreading is here. I really didn't wanna go to school because everyone knows.

Everyone knows the shit that went down in junior year.

I was going back to school with everyone in the school knowing what happened to me. It was the talk of the school last year for fuck sakes. I didn't want anyone to pity me. I don't like getting pity from anybody, but I knew it was gonna happen.

The only thing I'm looking forward to is seeing my friends. I haven't seen them since everything took place. This whole summer I wanted to just have time to myself, and get my mind back in the right mindset. This whole summer I've been shutting them all out. It was now time to face them once again.

It was time to face everyone who knows of my situation once again.

I let out a loud yawn, before getting out of my bed. I look in my closet for something to wear. I picked out a pair of ripped jeans, a red polo zip up, and red shoes to match. I sat my outfit on my bed before walking into my bathroom.

I turn on my shower, and began to strip my clothes. I glanced around my bathroom before getting in the shower. I let the warm water run down my whole body. During my shower I let all of my worries consume my brain. I just hope I don't look crazy at school.

After I finish my shower, I quickly brush my teeth before walking back into my room. I quickly put on my clothes, and my shoes. I look into my mirror and began to gently brush my hair. After that I applied minimal makeup to my face. I grabbed my phone, backpack, and keys, and headed downstairs.