My Strange Addiction /Billie Eilish & You

Chapter 12

I just wanna thank you guys for all the support on this book. Also if you haven't yet go check out my new smut book! A lot is happening in this chapter with three peoples POV please enjoy!

Y/n's POV
It's been a whole week since Billie and I have broken up. I'm not even gonna lie I miss her so much. Things just have been so different without her. I know I promised her that I'll still be her friend but I haven't even talked to her. I've seen her once since our break up and she avoided me.

She came to school only once this week. I've tried my best to give her space but I can't take it anymore. I need to talk to her as soon as possible. Instead of heading to school I decided I would head over to Billie's house. I need to make sure she is okay.

After a few minutes of driving I had finally pulled up to her house. The thoughts in my mind made it so hard for me to knock on her door. I never thought I would be scared to knock on my best friends door. I finally had the courage to knock and the door instantly opened.Finneas opened the door with a huge smile and pulled me into a hug.

"Hey y/n I haven't seen you in a while", he said pulling away from the hug.

"I know it's been a while I missed you Fin"

"I missed you too. Anyways what are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be in school?", he asked me.

"Yes but I decided to skip today. Is Billie here right now?", I asked.

"Yeah she's in her room"

He let me in the house and I made my way to her room. The closer I got the more noise I heard. I could hear her angelic voice from down the hallway. I put my ear up to her door and listened to her beautiful singing.

"I had a dream...I got everything I wanted"

I never heard this song before

She sounded amazing

"But when I wake up I see you with me"

I slowly opened up her door so she wouldn't hear me. She was leaning against her headboard with her eyes shut as she beautifully harmonized. I could tell from her appearance that she's been lying in bed all week.

Her hair was messy and look tangled. Her clothes were the same ones she was wearing at school, and she had bags under her eyes. She had tissues and a picture of us together in her hand. It hurt my heart seeing her in this condition.

"...and you say as long as I'm here no one could hurt you...don't wanna lye here but you could learn to"

I walked up to the end of her bed and I noticed she had a tear rolling down her face. She was slightly shaking.

"If I could change the way that you see yourself...you wouldn't wonder why you're here...they don't deserve you"

Another tear fell out of her eye and she wiped it quickly. Her eyes slowly opened and she saw me looking at her. I looked straight into her bloodshot eyes and they still managed to be breathtakingly ocean blue.

"That was amazing "

"W-What are you doing here?", she said hesitantly.

"I came to check up on you. You haven't been at school and I wanted to see if you were okay"

"Why do you care so much? You didn't care when you broke up with me"

"I do fucking care. I cared enough to know that what you did wasn't right. Any other person would've stopped talking to you but I didn't. I fucking CARE so much because I've known you all my fucking life Billie. Just because our relationship didn't work out doesn't mean I don't care at all", I said.