Thanks for 1k reads on this book hoes"No fucking way tell me you're lying", Bri says a little too loud.
I see people turn their heads at her outburst. Eyes were on us as we walked down the hallway. Bri covered her mouth in realization as I glared at her.
"I'm telling the truth and stop being loud", I say rolling my eyes.
I make it to my locker and unlocked it. I put books in my locker while speaking to her.
"So you mean to tell me that Billie almost fucked you at the party and that's why you're avoiding her"
"I'm not avoiding her I'm just...making sure she doesn't see me", I say matter of factly.
"That's what avoiding is dumbass", Bri says.
For the past week I've been avoiding Billie. I haven't actually spoken to her since the party. It's now a whole week later and we haven't made contact. I've seen her around school but I make sure that's she doesn't see me. I've been skipping every class that I have with her and going m.i.a at lunch.
She hasn't seen me, but I know she's looking around for me. Bri told me that Billie's been asking where I am all week. I had to convince her to lie to Billie about my where I'm at. Bri didn't understand why until I just explained it to her. I know I can't keep avoiding her forever. She will see me sooner or later.
It's not that I'm mad at Billie, it's just that I'm confused. In a matter of seconds, It went from me being her best friend to her trying to fuck me in two days. I don't know If she's has feelings for me or she just wants to fuck me. Either thing is not easy to get used to at all.
My friendship with her comes over everything, and I don't wanna risk either of us getting hurt by each other. I also find it kinda awkward for her to come onto me like she did. The fact that shit had me horny as fuck makes it weirder.
"Okay I am avoiding Billie only because of the shit that happened at the party", I admit.
"I know it's too late to say this but Billie has liked you since we were 14 and I knew she was gonna come onto you...no big deal right?"
I watched as Bri flinched away as she waited for my reaction. This bitch knew about this and didn't even care to warn me. I slammed my locker and leaned against it. I crossed my arms as I glared at Bri.
"Bitch you knew and didn't care to warn me at all? How long have you knew about this?", I asked.
"I found out the day we went to the mall. I might've told her to try and shoot her shot but I didn't expect her to nearly fuck you", Bri said.
"YOU TOLD HER WHAT?!"
"Sorry", she said barely above a whisper.
"You dumb fuck you could've at least told me instead of sitting back and letting it happen"
"Don't blame this on me when it's not even my fault"
"Bri you literally knew our bestie since we were in diapers had a crush on me and implied to her that she should try and win me over- ITS DEFINITELY YOUR FAULT", I scolded.
"You can't keep avoiding her y/n you'll end up running into her one of these days. Those big ass hickies you had on your neck this week shows that you want Billie, you're just scared to admit it", Bri said matter of factly.
Damn got caught
"Just because I liked it doesn't mean anything. I'm gonna keep avoiding her and I'm not gonna get caught", I said rolling my eyes.
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My Strange Addiction /Billie Eilish & You
FanfictionEver since you were kids Billie had feelings for you. Even as a star she is still secretly obsessed. How will she take matters in her own hands? Will you fall for the lovesick, ocean eyed beauty? trigger warnings ❗️