My Strange Addiction /Billie Eilish & You

Chapter 9

A/n: Roses are red
You hoes are sick
If Billie was a man I'd suck her dick

Y/n's POV
It has been a week since everything that happened. Just a week ago I was so happy and everything went away with a blink of an eye. A week since I saw something that broke my heart.

A week since I saw my girlfriend about to kiss somebody else...

Bri and I went to the bathroom for two minutes and I came back to see Dani and Billie so close to each other. We saw them getting even closer than before.The words coming from both of their mouths just broke my heart. Billie was supposed to be my girlfriend and Danielle was supposed to be my friend.

I almost broke down in front of them but I didn't. I held all of my emotions in at that moment. I didn't deserve what just happened to me at all. Billie swears up and down that they weren't about to kiss but I don't know what to believe. They were so close it looked like one of them were about to lean in.

What hurt me the most was that Billie didn't tell me about her and Danielle. I previously knew that they knew each other because of Danielle. If she would've never told me I don't think Billie would even bring it to my attention. What I didn't know was what happened between them. Billie knew that she used to mess around with her and didn't even tell me and that broke me the most.

I haven't seen Billie since she blew up at my house. I didn't expect her to get that mad and scream at the top of her lungs. I never in my life have seen Billie that mad before. Billie can only blame herself for what happened. She felt as we only blamed her.

I wasn't just mad at Billie, I was also mad at Danielle. They both said they weren't about to kiss so I don't know what to think at this point. The thing is since Billie left that night she has tried to contact me multiple times but I haven't answered. Billie hasn't came to school since the incident and I don't know what she's been doing.

Bri and Danielle made up but I haven't made up with Billie yet. I also forgave Danielle but I'm still a little skeptical. I still believe they were gonna kiss. Even though I'm mad at Billie, I can't help but to be worried about her. I haven't fucking seen her in a week and she's hasn't even tried to see me. Texting me is not gonna fix our relationship.

I'm currently on my way to school with Bri in the car with me. She's been helping me get my mind off of Billie. After we were told they weren't about to kiss we both let it go. I'm not mad about that shit anymore. I'm more mad at the fact that Billie went off on us then went M.I.A.

After a few minutes of driving I finally made it to the school. All I wanted was to have a good day today. I had a lot of work that needed to be done and I didn't need any negative energy. I quickly walked to my locker to put some books I didn't need in there.

I was about leave my phone in my locker when I got a text message on my phone.

Baby✨💗
I'm so sorry

Baby✨💗
Please forgive me

Baby✨💗
Seriously it wasn't what it looked like

Baby✨💗
I miss you so much mamas please talk to me

Mamas🤤👅
Billie texting me everyday isn't gonna do anything

Mamas🤤👅
You've been apologizing for a week but still haven't did it in person

Mamas🤤👅
When you have time to actually do that then you can text me