My Strange Addiction /Billie Eilish & You

Chapter 3

A/n: long chapter

Billie's POV

Beauty

Love

Power

All things that y/n has...

She's has beauty, love, and power over my thoughts. I've known her for most of my life, and I don't know what I would do without her.  Bri, y/n, and I have been best friends since we were toddlers. I love them so much but with y/n it's different.

I don't just love her, I'm in love with her

Since the age of fourteen I've had a humongous crush on her. It's been three years that I've managed to keep it from her. I'm now seventeen still crushing on my best friend. I know y/n likes both genders but I don't think she would want to be in a relationship with me. We've been best friends for so long that it would be weird, and she wouldn't see me that way.

That isn't the case with me tho. I've wanted her for three fucking years. She's the only girl I've ever had feelings for. I do mess around with other guys and girls, but she has my whole heart. Nobody knows that I've taken an interest in girls, not even my best friends. The only way anybody will find out is if I finally get with y/n. I remember the exact day I fell for her perfectly.

Flashback

I woke up to something clinging onto my body. I look down to see y/n snuggled into my side. Every time she comes over we always cuddle each other. I check my phone to see that it's past twelve and that we were supposed to go over Bri's house.

"Y/n...wake up", I said lightly tapping her.

"Mhmmm", was all that came out her mouth.

"Y/n wake up it's past twelve"

She just let out a little groan. Hey eyes slowly fluttered open to look at me.

"I know we gotta go to Bri's house but give me a few more minutes I'm really tired", she said looking into my soul.

Something about the way she was looking at me had me feeling weird inside. That's when I started to examine her face. She looked perfect in the mornings. Her lips were so pink and plump, and her eyes were so big and beautiful. I don't know why looking at her made me feel funny but I won't question it.

I think I was examining her too long because she had to snap her fingers in my face.

"Uhh...yeah I'll give you 30 more minutes", I said leaving my dazed state.

"Thanks Bil", she said with a sigh of relief.

"You're wel-"

I cut my sentence short when she leaned up and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Her lips felt so soft and plump on my cheek. Y/n gave me a small smile before cuddling back into me. She nuzzled her face into my neck, and draped her arm over my stomach. I still haven't moved since she kissed my cheek.

We kiss each other's cheeks all the time but it feels different this time. I felt butterflies burst through my stomach from the contact. That never happens to me..never. For the past few days I haven't been looking at her the same. Realization kicked in instantly as I thought about it.