I'm Dying For You (Narry boyxboy fanfic)

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

HARRY'S p.o.v.

When Liam called me about Niall I almost died. I did that to him. He was suffering because of me. I was a horrible person. I rushed to the hospital he was at. Everyone else was already here. I started crying harder than I had been on the way here. He was laying on a hospital bed because I made a bad choice.

"Harry. What happened?" Louis asked in between whimpers.

"I made a mistake." I said crying harder.

"When he wakes up you need to fix it." Liam demanded. It wasn't like him to be so harsh. "Now if you would explain to us what this mistake was, we could help you." He finished after I nodded.

"We were at Niall's and there was a girl over. August. She was beautiful. Niall left the room and we started to flirt. I got carried away and kissed her. Niall walked in at that moment and... Everything went downhill." I finished. The memory was still clear in my head. I felt a hit across my face. Twice. I looked up to see both Liam and Louis staring at me with cold looks. Zayn was by Niall's side and refused to leave.

We started talking about random things. What to have for dinner, shopping, and our next tour. The usual stuff. I was still crying. Both Liam and Zayn had stopped and Louis had to leave because he couldn't stand the sight of Nialler laying there.

"I'm sorry Niall." I said quietly. The next thing I knew Niall had sat straight up and was looking around the room. "Niall, I think we should talk." I calmly mumbled. The others nodded and left Niall and I alone. I sat down next to the bed and kissed his forehead. He pulled away slightly.

"What do YOU want Harry?" He said coldly. I shrank back a little and looked down.

"I want to say I'm sorry. What I did was wrong. I didn't mean to and I didn't like it. It meant nothing to me. I'm really sorry and understand if you never forgive me." I spoke softly as I cried.

"Harry." He whimpered. "I'm not upset. I forgive you. I shouldn't have told her to come over. I love you." I looked up and hugged him. He meant the world to me and I would never leave him for anything.

After awhile the other boys came in and we just talked. I couldn't believe Niall forgave me. Everything was going so right now. I was about to laugh at one of Niall's joke when the door swung open.

"Niall I am afraid that the cancer has spread to your bloodstreams and I would give you a week tops." The doctor said. My world just crashed and died. "Oh my, I am sooo sorry. Bad timing."

"No it's fine. So only a week?" Niall asked without emotion. He seemed so calm. I couldn't believe it. He was gonna die? From cancer? Why didn't he tell us? The doctor nodded and left the room. "I'm sorry guys." Was all Niall could say.

"Why didn't you tell us Ni?" Louis asked with tears streaming down his face. Niall shrugged.

"I didn't want to upset or worry you. I didn't want treatment and I don't believe in miracles so I decided not to worry you about me dying." He said now crying too. "Now listen. I know you don't want me to die but it's going to happen. Nothing will change that. Nothing. I am ready to let go. Please don't be upset with my choice. The only thing I want is your support."

　

NIALL'S p.o.v.

After I asked the boys for their support and told them the type of cancer and answered the rest of the semi-related questions they hugged me. Harry laid down with me and held my hand. Louis and Zayn went to go get me dinner and Liam went to call my mom. I turned to Harry and kissed him.

"Promise me you won't forget me?" I whispered.

"I can't do that Ni." He said back.

"Why?"

"Because you aren't going to die. I won't let you. I have wanted you for too long and I won't let you go that easily." He said without missing a beat.

"Harry. I. Am. Going. To. Die." I said as calm as possible without yelling. He just shook his head. "Ohmigod!! Why won't you accept it into your stupid head?! I have no chance of survival! Just go away." I said as I started crying.

"Fine! Goddamn. I hate you!" He screamed back at me and slammed the door on his way out. What have I done? I asked myself as the other boys walked into the room.

"What happened?" Liam asked.

"I screwed up. Harry hates me. I just let go of the only one I have ever loved and he isn't coming back." I cried into their arms as they hugged me. Liam whispered something about it being his loss.