I'm Dying For You (Narry boyxboy fanfic)

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

NIALL'S P.O.V.

I was at home. Crying. On the floor covered in blood. I had cut again. The liquid spilling from my wrist like an over filled cup. I had no emotions left. I couldn't believe him. He had my heart, he had everything. He broke me. I texted Liam. He was my only hope. I turned on my favorite song while I waited.

My legs are dangling off the edge,

The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,

I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

My legs are dangling off the edge,

A stomach full of pills didn't work again,

I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

Still no Liam.

Gone too far and yeah I'm gone again,

It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends,

I'm sitting on the edge with my 2 best friends,

Ones a bottle of pills, ones a bottle of gin,

I'm 20 stories up, yeah I'm up at the top,

I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off,

Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,

I bet my momma found my letter, now shes calling the cops,

I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it,

'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance,

Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent,

'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is,

I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife,

But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice,

I never bought a suit before in my life,

But when you go to meet God, you know you wanna look nice

Still no Liam and more blood was coming out.

So if I survive then I'll see you tomorrow, Yeah I'll see you tomorrow

My legs are dangling off the edge,

The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,

I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,

My legs are dangling off the edge,

A stomach full of pills didn't work again,

I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

We hit the sky, there goes the light, no more sun, why's it always night?

When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream,

When you can't dream, well, what's life mean?

We feel a little pity, but don't empathize

The old are getting older, watch a young man die,

A Mother and a Son and someone you know, smile at each other and realize you don't,

You don't know what happened to that kid you raised,

What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay?

I didn't know 'cause you didn't say,

Now Momma feels guilt, yeah Momma feels pain,

When you were young, you never thought you'd die,

Found that you could but too scared to try,

You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye,

Climb to the roof to see if you could fly.

So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah I'll see you tomorrow.

My legs are dangling off the edge,

The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,

I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,

My legs are dangling off the edge,

A stomach full of pills didn't work again,

I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,

Like a bird so high,

Oh I might just try,

I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,

Like a bird so high,

Oh I might just try,

Oh I might just try.

I heard Liam move around somewhere around me. My vivion was blurred and I couldn't think straight. How long had he been here?

"Only a minute or so." I heard him say. What time was it? "5:30" He said with worry in his voice. I turned to look at him and felt my head crash against the cold, hard bathroom floor.

　

*AN HOUR LATER*

I woke up in an unfamiliar place. I could hear voices and see objects, people probably, moving around. Then I heard his voice. Harry. At the thought of his name I felt a sudden rush of pain to my wrist. I sat upright in agony and yelped. Everyone turned and stared at me. They all had tears, some fresh and some dried. Nobody said anything and my mind started to wander. How did I get here?

"Niall, I think we should talk." I heard Harry say after a few moments of silence. The other boys nodded and left the room.