"Friday na naman." Sabi ni Matilde habang magkatabi kami ng upuan habang pinagmamasdan niya ang aming professor sa Health Technology.
"Tonight is boring." I said and a fished my notebook from my bag.
"Yeah, we need to chill tonight so that it wouldn't be boring" Sabi niya with bright twinkling eyes still looking at our professor.
"Like what I've said. We have loads of assignments and fashion show to do." I rolled my eyes at her and I think she ignored what I have said.
"You know, dae I really like him at sana all the teachers here in our University ay katulad niya. Lagi kang magiging motivated." She pouted her lips and looked amazed to the creature in front of us discussing about Human Reproductive System.
"Naku dae, I think he has a girlfriend." I started to take down notes. I realized that maybe JM has a girlfriend o di kaya asawa.
I hate the fact that JM is keeping a secret to me at hindi niya ito sinasabi sa akin. Ang tanong, may karapatan ba akong pagsabihan ng kanyang sekreto? Di ko inaasahan na ganito pala ang kahihinatnan ko pagkatapos ng pinaggagawa ko. Gusto ko siya, ngunit ang tanong gusto ba niya ako? Diba sabi niya "he likes me" but he already loves someone. Sino naman kaya yung someone na yun? Sana hindi ang kanyang wife or girlfriend. It's almost a month when I submitted myself to him as his sex slave and I love what I am doing. Exploring my sex with him was perfect.He wants me and I want him too. We haven't seen each other since yesterday. He said my business trip daw siya pero he didn't told me kung saan.
"Alyssa." Tawag sa akin ng aming professor habang katabi niya ang chart ng human reproductive system. Nagkatinginan ang buong klase sa aking direksyon.
"Naku dae." Matilde whispered.
"Yes...Sir."I stood up. I looked at him and he shook his head in disappointment.
"Where on earth where you came from? Just sit down." He looked away at tumawag siya ng isa pang estudyante para sagutin ang kanyang katanungan.
"Haaay!" I exhaled.
"Ayan dae, yan ang sinasabi ko, you're not yourself para kang nasa ibang planeta." She tapped my shoulder.
"Hindi ko siya maalis sa isipan ko dae eh."
"Ba't ka ba kasi pumayag? Sa lahat ng pinaggagawa natin ay may ganti yan believe me or not habang maaga pa end it up, maybe later you'll regret your decisions" Sabi niya sa akin. Gusto ko si JM paano ako makakawala sa kanya lagi siya nalang ang laman nitong puso't isipan ko? I texted him but then hindi siya nagrereply.
"Dae, I love him." I sighed. I looked away dahil nahihiya ako sa sarili ko at tanging si Matilde lang ang may alam ng bawat pinaggagawa namin ni JM.
"Naku dae, baka saan ka ba dalhin ng pag-ibig na yan." She said.
"Ewan ko." I shrugged my shoulder.
Pagkatapos ng klase lumabas kami at nagtungo kami sa malapit na restaurant kung saan magtatanggal kami ng stress mula sa school.
"Hanggang ngayon hindi pa ba siya nagrereply?" She asked habang naka hawak siya sa kanyang tasa ng kape. I shook my head as a sign of unsubstainment.
"You're in danger, dae."
"Ikaw talaga." I rolled my eyes at her.
"Just kidding. Ito naman oh napakabalat sibuyas mo talaga." She flashed a smile on her face.
"Oo na, I confessed my feelings to him." I raised my brows and she looked in surprise sa sinabi ko.
