Kapag nagmahal ka lahat ibibigay mo, lahat isusuko mo at lahat ng bagay dito sa mundo ay magagawa mo. Kahit legal pa o illegal basta lang makuha mo yung taong mahal mo.
Yan ang ginagawa ko ngayon. Isang katangahan kung saan ang puso ko ay umasa na maging akin siya. I used my body para lang hindi siya lumayo sa akin. I will give him more pleasure na hindi niya makakalimutan hanggang sa pumuti ang kanyang mga mata. Gagawin ko yun dahil iyan lang isang natatanging paraan para mag stay siya sa akin.
"Babe, I have to say goodbye to you eventhough labag sa kalooban ko." JM said as he stride in front of me. All the confusion that I have I casted on him. It's 9:30 pm already and it seemed like its too early for this hour. We made love on this bed na kung saan naka upo ako habang tinititigan ko siya. Nagising kami kanina nang may kumatok sa pinto, dali-daling nagtago naman si JM sa loob ng CR.
Ang kapatid ko ang kumatok,nagugutom pala siya. Hindi pa pala siya kumakain ng dinner so I served him his favorite dinner which is ham sandwich at pinag timpla ko siya ng gatas. Na disappoint siya sa akin dahil hindi ako tumapad sa usapan pero sinabihan ko siya na babawi talaga ako sa susunod. Tumango naman siya sa aking sinabi. Pagkatapos niyang kumain at mainom yung gatas ay pinahiga ko siya sa kama ulit at wala pang 3 mins ay nakatulog na siya. Bumalik naman ako sa kwarto.
"JM, you told me that you loved me right? Bakit ka pa magpapakasal sa babaeng yun?" I asked. I feel terrified dahil hindi pa pala maging akin si JM. He needs to fulfill his promise to his father to marry the co-partner's daughter to their company. Damn! I thought everything is going fine but I was wrong all of the happiness that I've experienced a while ago was totally delusional. "Hindi mo siya mahal." I lowered my gaze .I guess i-sasakrispiyo niya ang kanyang puso alang-alang sa future ng kanilang pamilya. Napaka babaw talaga, masyadong mababaw.
"I made a promised to my father to marry her. She's the daughter of my father's bestfriend, a year ago they already settled this but I have always insisted that I don't like that bitch." He stooped down and held my hand. He kissed my knuckle solftly.
"Ipaglaban mo ang pagmamahalan natin , JM." I said as I looked to his gray eyes. He looked away as if he's still searching for the right answer.
"I can't do that babe." He said in defeat as he shrugged his shoulder. Gusto ko siyang sigawan that he's 'coward and gay' pero hindi ko magagawa yun. I love him more than everything. "Isa lang naman ang hiniling ko JM eh na maging official tayong mag kasintahan noon at ngayon. Ang hihilingin ko lang naman ay official ka nang maging akin." I cupped his chin to look at me. He looked sad and detached sa sinabi ko. His pretty face and his quite growing stumble on his jaw line defining how hot he is-especially in bed.
"Babe, please don't get me drowned into this crucial situation." Nagmamakaawa ba siya sa akin? He'still confussed and undecided what to do.
"Ok I tell you directly, kung gagawin mo akong kabit, sige JM tatanggapin ko pero hanggang kailan?" I asked as I brushed my hand to his forehead.
"Babe." Before he could say any word, I kissed him. My mouth moved accord to my will as I devoured his mouth completely. I released him as we breathe for air.
"Yes, ready na akong maging mistress basta wag ka lang mawalay sa akin JM... As I've said I will do anything to you." I flashed a smile on my face. He's speechless and paralyzed to what I said to him.
I'm so desperate for him and own him like a precious gem. Hindi ko alam baka na oobesses na ako sa kanya pero sa tingin ko ito yung tama kung saan hindi mawawala si JM sa akin. Ok lang yun kapag naging mistress ako at nagsawa na si JM sa babaeng iyon pwede na niyang hiwalayan ito at maging kami na -officially.
