bad habits ; woosan

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that's where it all started.

san's mother had passed away in a car accident on her way home from work when he was only 17. he knew his mom would have supported him, she was just that person. always happy and always seen with a bright, beautiful smile.

san came out to his dad a few years later which he now sees as his biggest mistake. the first 2 months weren't so bad. he was just ignored by his father. but it quickly started going down hill. his father would get angry and hit poor san and there was no escaping. he was called many names and beaten until he was black and blue.

the only people who knew what was going on were his childhood friends, Yunho and Yeosang.

they wanted to help san but he refused. he knew he'd just get hurt, but he loved his father. no matter what happened, he was his dad.

although he loved him, he wanted to leave. he wanted out so badly, but he was terrified.

terrified of losing the last of his family.

terrified of leaving his father.

terrified of getting hurt.

it'll get better

he'll accept me soon

he just doesn't understand yet