Notes // K.TH ✓

Awake

Taehyung's POV

She really came. When I saw her running towards me, all I could do smile, even thought I wasn't in my best state. She was so worried about me, but I could careless. All that mattered to me was that she came. 

We reached her place and she sat me down on her bed, telling me to stay put. I saw how she rushed all over the house gathering items. Once she was done, I pulled her into my arms. 

I just missed her. I missed her so so much. I know you are probably thinking 'how can you miss her so badly when you don't even know her that well?'. I don't know either man, I just fell in love with her through her little notes, can you believe that? 

She's so carrying from what I can tell. At school, she's always cheerful and smiling. Over the past days, I have examined her. How when after school she takes a walk in the park and captures the little moments with her camera. How she sits down and sketches what ever she likes. She's so lovely. 

" Taehyung, y-you're all wet and cold. " She says. 

I shook my head. " I just need you. Can we please stay like this? "

At first she didn't want to, but after a while she agreed. We lied down in the bed like that for awhile. Her hands gently playing with my hair and our soft breathing. Soon after she fell asleep, I couldn't help but admire her features. The way her face was perfectly carved. Her button nose, her rosy pouty lips, her soft coffee like hair. Everything was perfect about her. I soon to fell asleep. 

" Taehyung? " Someone whispered. 

I stayed silent. 

I felt Y/n remove herself from my grip slowly, not wanting to wake me up, even though I was really awake. I felt her hand touch my forehead, soon replaced by a warm cloth. When she was changing me, that was really awkward. 

It was really late. Maybe almost 12? I opened my eyes slowly and I shut my eyes back, when I saw Y/n changing. I didn't see anything! Believe me. I heard the bed shuffling, I turn my body around, not facing her. 

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2 am. I turned around, making my body face her's. I gently wrap my arms securely around her small frame. Her body shifted, I close my eyes, pretending to sleep. I don't know what she was doing but, it was silent. Until...

" You deserve someone better than me. "
" You deserve someone who can make you happy. "
" You deserve someone prettier. "
" You deserve everything, Taehyung. Everything but me. " I sigh.
" I like. No. I love you so much, that I have to let you go. You deserve better. So, don't worry about me okay? "

Hearing her say all of this broke my heart. She thinks she isn't worth it. But, to me she's worth everything. She's everything I could ever ask for. It breaks me, knowing that she thinks. It's even worse that she thinks I'm asleep. 

I could hear her soft sniffles. Which broke my heart even more. I could tell she wiped her tears. She gently placed a kiss on my forehead before saying, " Sweet dreams, Tae " and also wrapping her arms around me and nuzzling her face into my chest. 

If only she knew how much she means to me. 

To Be Continued.....