LOVE + FEAR

Blue

WARNING: May be triggering to sensitive people. I'll try to keep it as innocent as I can because my mom reads these, but read at your own risk please.

Lana is always is happy. I have no idea how though, her ex is in prison, she's lost fans and she has a crappy girlfriend - me. Me on the other hand, I am a mess. My head hasn't been in the right place and I'm super depressed, but Lana keeps me going. Her smile in the morning just makes everything way better. I have no idea how she loves me, I can't even love myself....

Flashback

"Marina! Marina! Over here!" A fan screamed after me.

I turn around to see not one, but five men standing in front of me. It is right after a show and I'm super exhausted and ready to go home.

"Hello. I'm guessing you all want a picture? And thanks for coming to my show!"

"Uh, yeah I guess so." One of the guys says as the others gather around and he pulls out a phone so we can take a picture.

Click!

The guys each take turns hugging me and telling me their names, then the last man comes up to me and smiles.

"The name's Daniel." Was the last thing I heard before a white cloth was put other my mouth and I passed out, and was dragged into a black van.

****

I wake up in an unfamiliar room, tied to a chair.

"You're awake!" Daniel says to me.

"Why a-am I here? And what do you want with me?" I say out of fear.

"Hahaha! You really think we brought you here to just look at your pretty face?" He says as he sharpens a knife and toys with it in front of me. "Nah, we have, different plans..." Daniel says and plays with my tangled and messy hair. I flinch.

I'm still wearing my blue tight jumpsuit from my concert and I'm very uncomfortable, but at least it's better than being naked.

Right as I finish my thought, one of the other men comes up to me and whispers in my ear. "I'm going to hurt you so bad. And my name is Jake. You know you're really pretty." He says and ties my short black hair back into a ponytail slowly. Jake walks back to the front of the chair, (that I now realize is in a kitchen) and cups my cheeks with his hands and gives me a mischievous look and laughs. "You don't have to be scared, I'll be gentle. And if you don't cooperate, I might as well do the same thing to this Lana person."

"No! Please don't! Do whatever you want with me, just don't touch her!" I say, regretting it soon after.

"Anything??" Jake says as he takes a step closer and places his left hand dangerously close to my chest.

"Jake stop. We're just supposed to scare her a bit and then let her go. You are taking it too far." I hear one of the men say.

"Shut up Kyle, she said I can do whatever I want."

"UM YEAH, JAKE! SHE'S SCARED! OF COURSE SHE'S GOING TO SAY THAT!" I hear another man yell.

"You know what, I'm taking her somewhere where we won't be bothered." Jake says and effortlessly picks up the chair I'm sitting in and brings me to another small room and locks the door.

Jake unties me and throws me onto a nearby couch, and I hit my head on the wall.

"Let's play a game. For every time you refuse to do something I want, I'll put cuts into your thigh with this knife right here." Jake says and points to a sharp knife on the table next to me.

I look at him in disbelief. I'm never getting out of here. This man is a psychopath.

"Jake, open the god damn door." One of the men say.

"Oh we're just getting started." Jake says as he admires my curves and plays with my hair.

"L-Lizzy. P-please. H-help." Was all I could get out between sobs.

"Oh Marina, we are just getting started, this is going to be a very long night for you."

****

I awaken to the sound of birds chirping outside and look around an unfamiliar room. I'm in different room then before and look down at my naked, bruised, and bloody body and realized what happened yesterday. I turn around and see Jake laying there, sound asleep. I get out of bed not even bothering to put on my clothes, scared I'd wake Jake.

I slowly open the door and close it and walk deeper into the house trying to find some clothes. I finally find a baggy shirt and a pair of sweatpants. As I put them on Daniel enters the kitchen.

"Hello." He says.

I walk up to him and get dangerously close to his face and start yelling at him.

"YOU KIDNAPPED ME, TIED ME TO A CHAIR, THREATENED ME WITH MY LIFE, AND ON TOP OF IT ALL, JAKE THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A GREAT IDEA TO RAPE ME! HOW DOES THAT REALLY MAKE YOU FEEL?" I yell in my thick English accent.

"Listen Marina, this was never the intention, w-"

"Let me go. Please, and I won't say anything."

"I guess I kinda have no choice, the door is that way." Daniel says and points to a door to his right with the gun he had in his hand.

"Thank you."

End Flashback