Vent🌌

stars

Yes, I'm alive. Unfortunetly.
So, I wanted to do a sad little vent. Because it's 11:30 on a school night and I'm sobbing. Legit I'm sobbing rn, but we're not gonna talk about it.

I was rereading something my ex girlfriend wrote. Yes, I do that. Fight me. And she said I was her world and the stars above. So, I have a question.

What happens when all the life, the world even, is gone? When every things dead? When the stars have fallen? When all is gone, lost in the dark?

I want to say, to her, I'm sorry. Sorry I caused you to hurt. And break. And be not ok.

I'm sorry.

I just wanted you to be proud of me.

And love me...

It's ok tho.

You will always be my stars. Even now. When we don't talk. When our theme song brings me to tears every time I hear it. When I stay up thinking about how I could have treated you better. When I still think about the fact that.....

I still love you.

But you don't love me.

And it's ok, because I knew it wasn't going to last. Because when someone says the love me it never lasts.

I'm sorry.

And I love you......

Mars.