Vent🌌

You are here and I don't know why

This isn't really a poem or a short story but uh, yeah. God, Kai
please don't kill me for writing this about her

Last night I had a dream and you were in it
And in this dream I died but like
Fuck, man you were there
And honestly?
That's all I want
I want to see you!
I want to touch you and see you and hear you
I want... I want to hug you
And, and kiss you!
And thank you for everything one last time !
I want to apologize just one last time!
I...I want you!
I want you one last time
I want us!
God I want to see you
But you're not here
And I can't
Fuck man
I just
I don't know I just want to!
Just one last time!
Please God
Just let me hold her one last time
Let me kiss her and call her mine one last time
God
I found that old birthday card and God did it being up shit
I want to fucking hold her!
I want her to feel like the queen she is
I want her to feel real love!
Not this fake, sex love that she clings to
I want her to think of me the way I think of her
I write about her all the time and she's stuck and the boy who broke her
Then again I did to
But God please I just want her
Fuck
That card is fucking me up and I need you now
Your so fucking intoxicating and I want more
I need more

Please God let me give her more one last time

This was hella awkward I'm sorry