Everything will be okay

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Haley's POV

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Haley's POV

I woke up from my slumber to hear my phone ringing multiple times. I look at my alarm clock that read neatly 4:32am.

Who in the hell is calling me at 4 in the morning.

I look over at my phone and see the caller is that says 'Shawn❤️'.

I roll my eyes and decline the call and try and and fall asleep again. I sadly got woken up not even a minute later to my phone ringing again.

I sigh and answer it, knowing he won't leave me alone if I don't answer it.

"Hello" I say, my voice sounding scruffy because I just woke up.

"Haley, honey, oh my gosh. Where are you I've been worried sick!" Shawn says very fast into the phone.

"Oh I went home, I didn't want to be a bother to you anymore." I say rubbing my eyes.

"You never were a bother! I miss you hun my next place I'm visiting is Texas why don't you and me m-" he starts but I cut him off.

"Shawn I heard you, I called Andrew and asked to talk to you and when Andrew tried to give you the phone you said 'no I don't want to talk to her she'll just be a bitch about it." Also don't think I didn't see the vogue video!" I said speaking while making very fast hand gestures, showing my anger.

"Hun she kissed my ch-" I honestly didn't want to hear him anymore I felt so drained and tired.

"Shawn! It is 4 in the morning here! I heard what I heard and saw what I saw, I might call you later I don't know but I just want to sleep I'm tired and sad." I said spilling my emotions over the phone.

"Sorry, I'll call you later, I miss you" He said but when I went to say something back I heard a couple beeps indicating that he ended the call.

I put my phone on my bed side table and throw my head onto my pillow rather roughly.

"Why is life so complicated" said to myself while looking at my ceiling.

I was just staring at my ceiling until I felt someone or something on my bed.

I look at the end of my bed to see my dog staring at me standing up on my bed.

"Come here rain." I said sitting up holding my arms open.

Rain walked by me on my bed and lashed down by my feet.

I leaned down by my feet and rubbed his back as he curled up in a sleeping position.

"I don't know what to do Rain, I love Shawn I really do but I don't think he loves me. I hate having my heart get taken advantage of, I constantly feel so weak now. I think he may like Camila though, he use to have real smiles in the beginning of our relation ship but now I think he fakes every emotion with me except for anger." I said spilling all my feelings out to my dog.

"Now I'm talking to you thinking you're actually gonna give me advice to me" I said chuckling at how stupid and sad this looks.

"Maybe if I just sleep on it and talk to him tomorrow everything will resume back to normal." I say trying to calm my sudden nerves down.

"Everything will be okay" I say to myself one more time before laying back down and onto my pillow before falling asleep.
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Shawn's POV

"I'm so stupid" I scream at myself running my hands through my hair yanking it a little at the end.

I was drunk when Haley called and didn't know what I was saying. Andrew told me what I said when I was finally sober enough to understand the situation, and now I feel awful.

The whole situation with Camila was a misunderstanding. I was getting ready and she tied my tie and gave me a little peck on the cheek and I gave what everyone commented on as a "full of love smile." When in reality I knew if I pushed her away I could get hated on quite a bit and people could think I hate her.

People tend to overreact to every simple things I do.

As bad as it sounds, I really can't have my career go down hill even if it means I have to sacrifice my love.

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