Can't happen again

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Haley's POV

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Haley's POV

"Listen Camila, I know. I'm on my way now" I heard Shawn voice that sounded very frustrated say.

It then hit me that Shawn has a girlfriend, and we shared a bed last night. It sounds worse then the actual situation though.

"Where are you going" I said rubbing my eyes trying to be a little more awake.

"Camila needs me for something" he said blandly.

"Okay well-"

"Listen Haley, I really miss you and I think I may still be in love with you but I don't want to cheat on Camila. Even though I love you I would have this guilt that follows me if I cheated. Maybe by the end of the month me and her will be done then we can be together, but for now this can't happen again." He said his hand on my bed and his face close to mine.

"Oh okay well-" I stopped talking when Shawn walked out of the room.

I look around the room because there was no point of chasing after him. There was no visual things that show Shawn was even here anymore.

I grabbed my phone from my nightstand and see that it was around 8 in the morning and a couple of text.

The first text was from Shawn and it looks like he sent it to me while I was asleep last night, I could tell because I says it was sent at 10:12pm. It was a link to a job application for a recording studio, more specifically Shawn's recording studio.

I then look at a text from my mom saying that she was wondering how life on my own was going. I sent her a long felt text about everything that happened yesterday, excluding anything that had to do with Shawn.

After my mom found out what happened with Shawn she despises him because she feels that he made my self esteem go down with his hurtful words, which it indeed did.

While I waited for a reply from my mom I decided to fill out the job application Shawn sent me. I'm desperate at this point for a job, I have so much going on that I need money for like Rains surgery.

I received a reply from my mom while I was in the middle of filling out the application but continued the application because I know if I stop then I'll forget to resume the application.

So after I filled out the application, which only took like 20 minutes, I read my moms reply.

Momma: That sounds so stressful! If at any point you or Rain need to stay at my house for a while you both are welcomed any time. As for the job situation, you are such a hard worker and you don't deserve to be fired for being sick. You are such a hard worker so I bet getting a job will be easy for you so I wouldn't stress about it. If you want maybe you and me can go out to the restaurant down the street from my house!

My mom is always able to make me feel better in bad situations, so I aspire to be like that. I write a quick reply that consisted of me saying that I really wanted to talk to her so going to the restaurant would be nice.

She replied back saying the time she wanted to meet and I agreed.

So I have 5 hours until I'm meeting my mom at the new restaurant and I have to pick up Rain in one hour.

I got up and did everything to be presentable for the day and once I was done I went to my fridge and grabbed a bowl of fruit and ate it while I scrolled through Instagram.

Soon enough I was at the vet waiting in a chair for Rain. They said the surgery went well and stay he should be good, the only thing is that I have to but him a different type of food for a month or else he could tear something.

I heard the door open and saw Rain with a bandage wrapped around his stomach and he looks very tired.

"Hi baby" I said in a baby voice which made him wag his tail.

"Okay, all you need to do is pay at the front desk." The vet said, this is the part I was dreading, but everybody probably does.

I walked over to the front desk and told the lady my dogs name and she billed out a bill and put it in front of me.

"Okay so your total is $834.42 for the surgery, medication," she continued but I just didn't listen and looked at the large bill.

"Okay" I said handing her my debit card. She swiped it without a hitch.

She handed me my recite that I signed as well as my debit card.

"Have a nice day!"

"You too" I said grabbing rains leash and putting him in the car.

I was now on my way to the restaurant with rain. I looked up the place and they said they have a outdoor seating area I could bring my dog, and I am so thankful for that because I would feel bad leaving Rain after he just had surgery.

I also had his special dog food so he could eat since he was probably hungry right about now.

I pulled up to the restaurant and as I was walking to up I saw my mom sitting out side.

"Hi mom" I said going and sitting down across from her and Rain laying down right under the table.

"Hi honey, and hello to you too Rain" She said petting his head.

Through out the lunch we talked about me finding a job, bills, and more, but I kept on wanting to ask her on my situation with Shawn. I mean he said he loves me for Christ sake!

"I know if I don't say this now I will wimp out and not tell you so I'm just gonna say it but please don't freak out ok?" I said my hand gripping my fork for my food tightly out of stress.

"Ok?" She said leaning forward to hear me

"I've been talking to Shawn, and last night he spent the night with me."

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