they tell you call the police but they do nothing. they tell you ask for help but once you finally do they do nothing.
being in a toxic house is like being trapped
trapped in a nightmare you can't wake up from
wanting to run and hide but the only place ur meant to be safe in is the scariest.
from the nonstop shake of ur hands.
to ur beating heart.
you can't call this home.
you wish you didn't have to.
but in the end it could be worse.
so why should you complain.
you could not even have a "home".
you could be in the system.
so why are you even crying ?
crying over having a place you can live ?
it could be worse.
to every mental illness they've diagnosed you with since before you can even remember.
at least ur still alive.
so what if there are night you can't even hear urself think because of the screaming.
to the nights you can't breath because of the crying.
it could be worse get over yourself and be thankful for having what you do.
