There is a quote the goes " i think apart of me will always be waiting for you. Even if the other knows you're never coming back." and i do believe that is true. That is for the most part. I know one day i'll completely move on and you will simply be a fading memory of the past. One day i will be able to laugh at the fun we had instead of bury myself in the sorrow of wishing for the laughs back. But today is not that day and tomorrow may not be either the day will come that is for sure, but until then i will be here soaking in the grief of knowing i will not be able to call u mine ever again.