they say follow ur gut
but how are you mean to do so
when ur gut is splitting to pieces
lying straight to ur face hurts
but how am i meant to tell you the truth
when all the truth ever does is hurt
i don't wanna lose you
but my gut is tearing down the middle
why do i care so much
care for those who don't
those who can't even bring themself to care
maybe i'm meant to be alone
i just need help
help fixing my now split gut
i miss him i do i can not fathom to lie of that
but how am i meant to keep going back
i've found the one who fixed my heart
the heart you took and shattered just for fun
am i meant to just give it back to you
and forget those who have fixed it
i feel truly lost with or without you
maybe that's just what i am
a lost boy meant to forever wonder
