ANDROPHOBIA -One step closer to you [On-Going] [Jungkook FF]

2| Rescue

"Alright kids, since it's new year, I'm not going to give you any home work. Well, enjoy your day," Mrs Kim said as she left the class. All students were elated as they will be free from home works.

Ignoring the rest, I took out my mp3 player as I pluck in the earphone into my ears.I begin to write some notes to kill some times as suddenly a group of boys came, forming a circle around my desk.

"Hey you must be Park Arie, right?" Asked one of the guy. I ignore the question as I start to feel butterflies flying in my stomach.

Seems crossed because of no response, he pull my earphones as he throw it to the ground, "Don't you have a mouth?"

"Oh, I see. I've heard that you're gone for a year because you've been meeting a mental doctor, right?" All of them burst into laughter as I keep on looking down on my feet. If it wasn't because of this phobia, I won't suffer much.

"Leave her alone."

Out of the blue, a guy followed with another six guys came.

"Why? She's yours?"

"Well, if you want to be kicked out from this school, I could talk to the principal. We're pretty close, you know." The 7 guys smirked as they trigger the bully.

In response, he kicked my desk as he leave for his dignity, "It's your day."

As they left, I sighed in relieve, "Hey, I'm Jeon Jungkook and this are my friends. Are you okay?" He said as he formed a thin smile.

'There's so many guys. I can't stay any longer. It's suffocating, I need to go'

I grab for my earphone and run for my lives without saying anything, even a thank you. I headed to the rooftop as I could feel my heart is beating fast.

"Why I didn't apply for all girls school if I know this would occur? You're dumb, Arie."

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Jungkook's POV

"Waaa, poor our maknae. It must be his first time being rejected by a girl." Said Seokijn as he clap his hands annoyingly.

I reach for my desk as I sit, crossing my legs, "Well, she's a bit different from others. It's like she's phobia with man."

Hoseok cut, giving his thought, "It seems true. Just now, she was like shivering and being panic."

"There's been a gossip which saying that she's gone for a year to meet a psychologist." Said Taehyung.

All of us gave our attention to him, "Are you sure?"

He raised his shoulder, "It is just a gossip that I've heard from the girls this morning. It doesn't mean that it's true."

"Whatever it is, let's treat her kindly as she's a human being too. Besides, we don't really know what kind of problem she is facing," Namjoon said as he plays his role as a wise leader.

Agreeing with him, we nodded.

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Arie's POV

"Grandma, I'm home," I take off my shoes as I sit on the couch, waiting for a lovely old figure.

"Arie? You're back dear. How's school?" She asked as soon as she appear from the kitchen.

My expression change as I heard her question. It's not because I like being rude, just that I hate my life.

"Nothing change? I could tell that you're not happy just by seeing your face," She sit beside me while her old fingers were running through my hairs.

I sighed as I rested my head on her shoulder, "I'm sorry but I can't change drastically. I need more time."

"It's okay. I'm just afraid that you won't find your happiness. Well have you found any clue about your dad?"

Silent. I don't know how to react as every time I heard the word 'dad', my heart aches. Firstly, because I really want to feel the love from a father and secondly because of a beast who had killed my mother.

"Can't we not talk about that? Grandma, I'm hungry. Have you done cooking?" Asked me, trying to avoid those unwanted question.

"Ohh, yes. Let's eat now. I've cooked your favourite kimbap," she smiled.

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After having a shower, I spent my time at my study table, flipping my journal. In there, I've written many things about what I felt and most important, my plan on searching dad.

Even though I hate talking or even thinking about this, I still want to know who's my biological dad and beside that mom asked me to find him.

"Where are you, dad?" I look through all the information that I've gathered but still my effort was all useless.

"If you didn't left us, mom wouldn't have to die miserably like that," My tears start to stream down as I can still remember the incident.

I sobbed so hard while I hug my journal tightly, "I'll found you someday, dad. I won't give up on you."

'Mom, I'll search for him no matter what. I promise you'

Without realising, I fall asleep as I was tired from crying.

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Quotes- We can't avoid the hurtful past, but we can search for happiness to forget the past.

-jungkooksrghe-