His Girl • Bucky Barnes Fanfiction

~ The Past ~

  You woke up the next morning to Bucky quickly getting changed into his uniform without saying a word. " Buck where are going, come back to bed" you say groggily. " I can't babydoll, we have a mission today." He said this even though you knee you weren't going on this week's mission and he wasn't either. He still didn't stop so you crawled out of bed and pulled out your uniform. He grabbed your hand before you could get to the closet door, " sorry sweetheart you can't handle this one". Um what did he just say to you? He knows your one of the strongest on the team. " Excuse me Buck? Did you just day I can't handle it?"he looked at you with a fully sincere look on his face so you really knew it was something serious. You didn't pull out your uniform ( while he was in the room) but you pulled on a pair of shorts and you two held hands walking across the tower to the conference room. Everyone was there, so you definitely knew something was wrong. JARVIS came over the loud speaker as you say down on Bucky's lap for the mission overview. Tony walked in with Pepper following him with clipboard in hand. Suddenly Nat rushed out of the room with tears in her eyes as the screen lit up with the message: '  Operation: End Red Room '. This is why Bucky didn't want you to be here. Your nightmares of the hellish place still haunts him and he didn't want you to go through it again. But out of everyone's surprise you stood up and said: " let's kill these mother f***kers ".

    You were halfway through putting on your uniform when bucked walked into your room. He looked up and down at your slim & muscular body, he loved the way your uniform hugged your curves but he loved even more the way you looked in your fancy lingerie, worn just for him. He came up behind you and held onto your hips as you pulled up the rest of your suit. You reached up and kissed him as he asked if you're gonna be okay and that you don't have to go on this mission if it's to much. " Nothing's too much for me sweetheart" you said with a wink. This made him smile as he grabbed your ass playfully as to two of you left the room.
 
      You both entered the Quinn Jet as he helped you up into your seat behind Clint & Tony. Nat wasn't going on this mission which made you sad but you understood why, she couldn't go back, she would just fall apart. You've seen her in this dishelved state many times, but she never lets her guard down for anyone but you & Bruce. She's proud of you for going, to avenge every little girl whose life was destroyed by this horrid organization. As you're flying to the facility your mind flashes back to you time there and you start to shake in fear. Bucky notices this and he throws his arm around you to for reassurance that you're gonna be okay as long as he's there.  After hours of flying, you land in front of the facility, a large mansion in the middle of a dense forest. Girls are outside everywhere, throwing knives and sparring with each other. Tony leads everyone into the building as guards come through every entry, you put out your gun and shoot a large man coming at you with a knife. After the first wave of guards are down, you and Bucky are sent out to find the files you were sent for, these will end the whole foundation, they will lose everything they've ever been proud of. As you run across the mansion you hear a shrill scream coming from a dark hallway. You know exactly what it is, '  it's graduation day Y/N...' you stumble as you return to reality Bucky reaches down to pull you up as he asks what happened .  " That's where it happens Bucky, they take everything that could distract you.. in that room. They only need you to kill, you're useless for anything else." Bucky looks at you with sorrow, he knows exactly what it feels like to be tortured and used. You find the office and bust down the door. Bucky uses his metal arm to rip the safe door off to receive the files. You both begin to run, but you suddenly get stopped by a force, it's like an invisible door clamped down after Bucky ran out of the room. You were trapped all alone , but suddenly a tall lady came out of a door in the wall " Well, well, well A/N you've decided to finally return home... After all this time" spoke the tall woman in a Russian accent. You were screaming for Bucky but nothing was working, you were trapped..