LaVaughn Jester
"Phat?" I turned around and seen Zaire sitting on the counter. "Yes?" I asked as I grabbed the grapes. "What I do? You ain't been talking to me at all. It's been 2 weeks now." He said. I shook my head. "It's nothing." I said. "It's something obviously, what's going on?" He asked. I was debating on if I should tell him that I heard him.
"I heard you." I said lowly. "What you mean?" He asked. "Stop acting stupid." I said. "You know what I mean." I said. "Phat." He said. "You could have been told me all of your feelings were fading away, you should have been told me you wasn't in love anymore. You should have been told me this shit." I said. "Why did you even want me in the first place? I shoulda left yo ass alone when you first started acting like I needed you." I said. "You didn't want me forreal, you just wanted to hurt somebody." I added. "That's not true." He said.
"Then what is true?" I asked. "I was truly in love with you." He said. "Was, key word." I said. "Yeah, I was. I guess being with other females like Aliyah and Mariah made me see that there is other options. I don't have to be tied down at such a young age." He said. I nodded. "And that's cool, but please when I get a nigga don't say shit to me." I said. I grabbed my bowl of grapes and left out the kitchen heading upstairs. "V, you got an appointment today?" Nia asked. "It's tomorrow." I said.
"You okay?" Nick asked. "I'm okay." I said. I walked into my room and shut the door. London was on my bed sleeping. I grabbed my laptop and started searching up baby names.
"LaVaughn." I sighed and looked up. "What now? Came to hurt some more of my feelings?" I asked. "No, somebody's coming over to meet you." He said. "Yeah, ok." I said. He shut the door and I turned my attention back to the laptop.
"Oou, I like Zaniyah for a girl. And Zakiya, and Zayla." I said to myself. "What about Zechariah for a boy, that's so cute." I said to myself. "Oou, Zamari." I said. I always get excited about this type of shit, I love this shit honestly. Hearing the doorbell go off, I climbed out of bed and put on my spandex. And left out my room and into the living room.
"She's here?" I heard the girl ask. "Yeah, I'll go get her." He said. I cleared my throat and they looked up. She smiled and walked over to me. I can't lie, she was really pretty. "Hi, I'm Mariah." She said sticking her hand out. "LaVaughn." I said shaking her hand. "I've heard so much about you, now I finally get to meet the famous LaVaughn." She said smiling. "That's me." I said. "How many months are you?" She asked. "I'm just 3." I said. (i don't know if i said how many months she was before, but she's 3 now)
"Aw, are you going to have a gender reveal or no?" She asked. "No, I don't wanna do any of that." I said. "What? Nooo, you have to do a gender reveal. It'll be so much fun." She said. "I wouldn't even know how that would go." I said. "I'll help, if that's ok?" She asked. I thought about it. "Okay." I said. "Yay, it'll be fun." She said. "Oh, here's my number. Just text me and we'll discuss it." She said. I nodded and turned around to walk back upstairs. "Phat?" I turned around. "Yes?" I asked with so much attitude. He took a deep breath before talking. "I'm about to go, you need anything?" He asked. "My heart back." I mumbled. "Huh?" He asked. "Nothing, no I don't need nothing." I said.
He gave me this look as if he was sorry before he left out. I turned around and walked back upstairs. "Vaughn?" London asked as soon as I walked into the room. "What's up?" I asked. "I hungry." She said. I nodded. "Come on." I said. She climbed off the bed and we walked down the stairs and to the kitchen.
"Yo?!" I heard a voice say. And ain't nobody got a key to the house but Ant. "In here!" I yelled. He soon appeared and sat on the counter. "What brings you by?" I asked. "Wanted to see you." He said. I ain't have on shirt, and I forgot he didn't know I was pregnant.
He was staring at my stomach with his mouth ajar. "Ant." I said. "You pregnant?" He asked. I was only 3 months, and since I was skinny I wasn't really showing that much. "Yeah." I said lowly. "Really?" He asked. I nodded. "How could you be so careless?" He asked. "Ant I-No, you don't know what protection is?" He asked. "It takes two to make a baby, I wa- I don't care about that shit! You fucking 19 and pregnant!!" He cut me off again. "If that's what you came over here for, please leave." I said. "I hope yo baby don- Nevermind." He said. My mouth fell ajar as he spoke. "What the hell?!" I yelled. I ain't never wished death on you and Olivia's child!" I yelled through my tears. "Leave, I don't ever wanna see or talk to you again!" I yelled. He stood up and left out the house slamming the door. I leaned against the counter and started crying harder.
Forgetting London was hungry, I stood up and began fixing her some food. "Here you go." I said. She started at me funny before taking the food. "Tank you." She said. I nodded and walked into the living room.
I hate people bro, I swear. I crossed my legs and turned the tv on to drown out my thoughts.
Zaire Fuller
"You wished death on my child?!" I yelled in Ant face. "I did, and what?" He asked. Without thinking, I swung on him connecting my fist with his jaw. "Fuck nigga, I don't want you around Phat or my child. It's fuck you from here on out." I said.
"Fuck you too nigga." He said and slammed the door once I was outside. I climbed in the car and Mariah was staring at me. "What happened?" She asked. "He wished death on my baby." I mumbled as I pulled out his driveway. "He wished death on the baby?! Who does that?!" she asked. I shrugged. "He does obviously." I said. "I gotta get home." I said. "My car is back at your house." She said. I nodded and made a U-turn heading to the house.
Pulling up, I seen Phat and London outside drawing on the side walk. "You have baby in stomach?" London asked her. "Yeah, what you want it to be?" I heard Phat ask.
"Like me." London said. "A girl?" Phat asked. She nodded. "She my friend?" London asked. "She said yes." Phat said. "Hey LaVaughn." Mariah said catching her attention. "Hey." She responded. Mariah walked around the car giving me a hug. She caught me by surprise when she kissed me. "I'll talk to you later." She said. I nodded. I stared at her ass as she walked to her car. "Zaire!" London squealed hugging my legs. "What's up lil mama?" I asked lifting her up. I tried kissing her cheek but she pushed my head. "Yucky." She said. I chuckled and sat her down.
"You okay?" I asked Phat. "Never better." She said.
I sighed. "Phat, don't do this." I said. "What am I doing?" She asked. "You treating me like some nigga on the streets. I'm sorry for breaking yo heart, I'm sorry for hurting yo feelings. Phat i'm sorry, you know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you. I can't control my feelings, I can't control who I fall for." I said. "I'm sorry, I really am. Can we move pass this?" I asked.
"I don't think I could ever move pass this, this really hurts." She said standing up grabbing London and leaving to go into the house. I sighed and sat on placing my head in my hands. I fucked up this time.
I stood up minutes later and walked into the house. I closed and locked the door, and headed upstairs. I walked into my room and closed the door laying across the bed. I need a new plan for this club, cause Ant is out. Don't need his ass. While I was thinking, the door opened. "What's up?" I asked whoever was at the door. "You hungry?" It was Phat. "Nah." I said. "Well, Ima cook anyways." She said. I nodded. "Okay." I said.
Once the door shut, I decided to take a nap while she was cooking.
