I ain't with that non-sense
Or that lovey-dovey mess
Feelin' kinda horny
And when I'm callin' all I want is sex
Slip on Victoria Secrets
Hit the liquor store before it close
Call Chris so I can get somethin' white to throw up in my nose
Now I'm feelin fine
Nothin but sex is on my mind
If you can not please me
Boy, then please don't waste all of my time
Got'chu caught up in the mix
Mystic girl from Triple-Six
Late night tip is all we had
You just came, so trick that's it
I'm not the type to get involved in long relationships
Why?
Takin trips and buyin gifts, I'm sorry I'm not on that tip
What?
If you want romance, you should just stick who you already with
Okay
If you in that mood, you can just hit me on that late night tip
Ohhh
: Late Night Tip by 3-6- Mafia
~Kami~
"You wanna go out tonight?" Deena asked.
"Yeah. Where to?" I asked.
"The X-Factor? Where else?" She laughed. Deena and I are not friends, not even close. More like clubbing buddies. That suits us.
"You know I'm always down for that," I chuckled. Hakeem owns the X-Factor. And every single time we go, I end up somewhere sucking his dick. But he limits my drinks and I can't take any pills. We have a weird relationship.
My shift here ended and I went home. Man I love going home. I sighed when I saw Jamal's truck. He was still inside and he had Omar with him. They stepped out once they saw me.
"We need to talk," Jamal stated. As weird as this sounds, none of my family has ever been in my house. Outside of it, of course, but to actually walk in. Not fucking happening.
"Wassup?" I asked.
"Kami, I've gotten word that Michael is snooping around California," Omar stated.
"We need you to tell us did he ever harm Princess or Kari? We know they said no, but sometimes people lie and we need you to tell us what you know," Jamal stated. I stared at them. Are they fucking serious? I stormed into my house and locked the door.
Tears streamed down my face and I slid down against the door.
Flashback:
"Daddy!" I ran to him. He briefly hugged me before grabbing Kari and Keira. My heart began beating faster.
"Are y'all hurt?" A'Keem asked Princess and Keira.
"You okay?" Daddy asked Kari pulling him into her. Omar hugged Keira and A'Keem lifted Princess up.
"I'm glad y'all okay, Kami," Omar sighed. I stared at him. Daddy started towards the door with Kari who had now started crying.
"Come on Kami," A'Keem nodded holding on to Keira. Princess was now in Omar's arms. I followed them out getting into the car. When we got to Omar's house, Keitra hugged Keira. Her siblings attacked her and Princess with hugs and kisses. I looked at Kane and he had pulled Kari into his arms. It's like I was invisible. Daddy and Omar started talking about getting whoever back. I went upstairs into the bathroom.
This really hurts. I sighed looking into the mirror. I didn't even look okay. I opened the medicine cabinet and saw a bottle labled antidepressants with Keira's name. I opened it, shook out one and swallowed it. Then I took another one. And another one. Then someone knocked on the door. I hurried and put the pills back up and flushed the toilet for good measure. I washed my hands and opened the door.
"Where you been?" Kamar asked.
"Nowhere," I whispered. He nodded and I started back downstairs. I want something between my legs. I can feel the ghost of Michael between my legs.
"We're back home," Keira told Kari and Princess. Was I even there? Did I even get kidnapped? Am I dreaming? I sat down beside Kane. He wrapped an arm around my shoulder and I laid on him. I don't think I'll ever be the same again.
I grabbed a bottle of wine off my counter and poured some into my wine glass. Then I went into my living room and sipped on it. I turned on my stereo and turned the volume all the way up. How To Love by Lil Wayne played. I just listened to it sipping on my wine. A'Keem called my phone, Jamal called, Deena called, and Michael texted. I ignored all of them. Then I got an inbox. I opened it and saw it was from my best friend.
I haven't talked to him in almost a month.
MoneyMan: Kami?
Me: Wassup?
MoneyMan: I miss you. We need to link. I get back from basic next week.
Me: That's wassup! Can't wait to see you. I miss your ugly self too
MoneyMan: I'mma hit you when I get back in town.
Me: Okay. See you then!
"Love." I looked up and saw Hakeem. "What's wrong?"
"Jamal is what's wrong," I told him.
"Is this about your kidnapping?" He asked.
"Hakeem they never asked me was I okay. Then they come and ask me if Kari and Princess were out. Never minding if anything fucking happened to me!" I snapped.
"Why don't you just tell them?" He asked.
"I can't," I replied. He sat down beside me. "Why couldn't I meet you sooner?" I asked as I straddled his lap.
"How many pills have you taken today?" He asked.
"Six," I replied.
"That's too fucking much! Are you crazy!" He snapped. I sighed snuggling into his chest.
"I reached my limit and I was done until they came. It just. It did something to me," I whispered. He sighed.
"Love, go to sleep." And I did. When I woke up, he was already gone. I showered, put on a big sweater and shorts, and went into my living room. Then I heard knocking at my door. I saw A'Keem's car in the driveway. I slipped out of the garage door and met him out front.
"Wassup?" I asked.
"Surprised you not half ass naked," he muttered. A'Keem is an asshole. I remember when he used to genuinely care, but every since Jamal came into our lives and he had the twins, he's been so fucking ignorant.
"What do you want?" I asked him.
"I just came to see why you disrespected my damn father and Omar. You starting to act just like Maria," he stated. He's right. The drugs, sleeping with different men. I'm Maria reincarnated.
"I just went into my house. I didn't disrespect them," I said.
"They said you ignored them and slammed the door in their faces," he told me.
"I didn't have an answer, so I went into my house A'Keem," I replied.
"Kami this is not the girl I raised. You disrespectful, wearing crazy clothes, I wouldn't be surprised if you fucking out of both pants legs," he shook his head at me in disgust. I rubbed my arms. How could he judge me?
"I'm going through something A'Keem," I said. I was ready to tell him everything.
"Kami I don't care! We all go through shit. But nobody acts the way you do! Nobody! Until you can get your act together, you don't need to be around the family. Stay your nut ass right here. Won't even let nobody in your damn house. Kari used to adore you. She scared to even say two words to you now. And don't even let me get started on you and Kane. I'm getting to the bottom of the shit Kami. I don't know what the fuck your problem is, but until you fix it, don't say shit to me or anybody else in the family." Then he slapped me upside my head. "Fucking dummy." He got into his car and left.
I went back into my house as tears streamed down my cheek. Everything he said about me is true. I need help. Hakeem tried putting me in rehab, but that didn't work. Maybe I need to go to church.
"Fuck!" I snapped. I pulled out my phone and called one of my guy friends. "Terrance. Hey," I said.
"Wassup Kami?" He asked.
"Meet me at the spot. Fifteen minutes?" I asked.
"Lemme find an excuse for wifey. I'll be there shortly after you."
"Cool." I hung up and grabbed my keys going outside. I pulled into the parking lot of a motel, paid for the room and went down the hall. True to his word, Terrance was there shortly after me.
"You ready for this dick?" He asked. I chuckled. What dick?
"How about you eat first?" I suggested. He nodded pulling my shorts off. My panties came next and squealed when he lifted me into the air. Damn he's strong. I grabbed on to his head moaning.
"Damn I feel so much better," I said to myself.
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