exo ambw imagines.

shut up {kim jongin}

i sat on the grey sofa inside our modern living room, watching 'hello counselor' as i held my hot water bottle against my belly. day 3. day 3 of this agonising pain. day 3 of mood swings and food cravings. day 3 of a freaking bleeding vagina. kai was somewhere upstairs and by the pounding sound of the ceiling, he was probably practicing for his comeback. he's been really stressed lately and i've been trying the best that i can to be there for him at all costs.

i suddenly felt the urge to be with kai. or at least around him. i got up, wrapped a blanket around me with my hot water bottle in hand and went upstairs. i stood outside his little 'studio' and softly knocked on the door, realising that there's no point as he wouldn't be able to hear me over the loud music. i opened the door to see him shirtless with his black nike tracksuit bottoms on. his hair was wet from the sweat and the room was steaming hot. i walked towards the window and opened it, to allow fresh air to enter the room. he stopped the music and sat on the floor with a huff. i furrowed my brows at his actions and kneeled in front of him. i placed my hand on his bare shoulder and rubbed it in hopes of calming him down.

"you'll be fine babe. please don't stress too much, alright?" i said softly.

"gosh, can you shut up for a second please? i don't need you to worry about me! i'm stressed enough as it is!" he shouted, his loud words echoing in the room, now filled with tension. i looked at him with wide eyes and blinked. usually, i don't cry at these type of things. i've always been a very strong girl who doesn't show her emotions easily. but this period made it impossible not to cry. i stared at him and frowned, my lips quivering as tears filled my eyes. i whimpered as i slowly stood up and walked to the door.

"i just wanted to make sure that you were okay, jongin. that's all i wanted."

his pov

"i just wanted to make sure that you were okay, jongin. that's all i wanted." she said, and slammed the door shut. as soon as those words came out of my mouth i instantly regretted it. i knew that she was on her period, so her reaction shouldn't have shocked me. but it did. seeing her face change broke me. i know that she wanted to check up on me. but yet i still said those words. i didn't expect to get so angry but i've just been so stressed lately and i keep getting the dance moves wrong. i stood up and followed her small footsteps towards the sofa. i watched as she wrapped the blanket around her small and frail body and stared blankly at the tv. i slowly walked towards her and grabbed the blanket. i peeled it off of her and lightly pulled her body to lay on top of mine on the sofa.

"i'm sorry, baby." i said as she looked up into my eyes.

"you didn't need to shout at me, jongin." she said, tears starting to fill her eyes again.

"no no, please don't cry babe. please don't cry." i pleaded while wiping her eyes to get rid of her tears.

"i know this isn't an excuse but this comeback has been stressing me a lot and i've tried to get this one dance move right but i can't seem to do it. i took out my anger on you when i shouldn't have. please forgive me, baby." i pouted, knowing that she loves it when i pout. she chuckled and grabbed my chin. she gave me a light peck on the lips and on my left cheek.

"only cause you look cute when you pout."