exo ambw imagines.

flinch {kim junmyeon}

angst w/ fluff (and a lil suggestive at the end?)

"I JUST WANT YOU TO PAY MORE ATTENTION TO ME! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?" i shouted out.

junmyeon and i rarely argue. if we do, it's always about something as silly as food or him changing the tv channel to something that i don't wanna watch. but never this.

i've always been a person who doesn't usually speak about their emotions. quite reserved but loud when i want to be loud. so when junmyeon was off, working or being out with his friends and members, i was at home alone, dwelling and overthinking everything. our relationship. our commitment to eachother. everything. so when i mentioned what was troubling me, it all became a whole misunderstanding.

"WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO, HUH? I'M AN IDOL, YOU KNEW WHAT YOU WERE YOURSELF GETTING INTO!" he retorted back, standing up from the couch.

"GETTING MYSELF INTO? I THOUGHT I WAS GETTING MYSELF INTO A RELATIONSHIP! NOT SOMETHING THAT I COULD'VE GOTTEN FROM A RANDOM GUY!"

"OH SO YOU WANT A RANDOM GUY NOW?" he shouted, getting dangerously close to me.

"YOU'RE TREATING ME LIKE A COMPLETE STRANGER, JUNMYEON. I FEEL LIKE I'M BEING DISREGARDED AND PICKED UP WHEN YOU WANT ME! SO YEAH, A RANDOM GUY WOULD TREAT ME JUST THE SAME!" i cried out, hot tears streaming down my face. junmyeon was now in front of me, his eyebrows furrowed.

"you have to understand it from my perspective, y/n," he spoke loudly, using my first name instead of a pet name. "i'm working on this next comeback which is incredibly tiring and it's only gonna get worse from here!" he shouted out, not too loudly.

he raised a hand to run his fingers through his hair, which caused me to gasp and flinch, curling my head into my chest.

junmyeon stopped his actions and stared at me, startled from my reaction. i silently cried, attempting to drown out my sobs that were threatening to come out.

"did you just..." he asked, softly.

i didn't respond. i couldn't respond.

"baby, do you really think i would do that to you?" he spoke under his breath.

"i'm sorry." i whispered, loud enough for him to hear.

"no no no, princess, i'm sorry. i'm so so sorry." he said, voice quivering.

the room was met with silence. it wasn't a comfortable silence, it was the type of silence where you are waiting for someone to speak first.

"please look at me, princess." he asked. i kept my head down as i was too reluctant to look into his eyes, afraid of what i might see in them.

"please just look at me." he pleaded. i could tell that he was afraid to touch me, just in case i might flinch again. i slowly looked up and into his eyes, finding hurt and sadness in them and my eyes began to well up. junmyeon opened his arms hesitantly and i immediately jumped into them, melting into his warmth.

"i would never, and i mean NEVER, touch you in that way, okay? i wouldn't let anyone else touch you in that way. no matter how upset or angry i might be, i will not cause you pain. i'm so sorry for everything. yes, i have been busy with the comeback but you're absolutely right. i have to make time for you. because you're the most important thing in my life right now. i vow to you that i will always be there for you, no matter what. and i vow to you that no one will ever hurt you again, okay princess?" he said sincerely. i nodded, my head against his chest. he cupped my face in his hands and gave my nose a kiss.

"i love you so much, y/n. more than i can ever describe."

"i love you too, junmyeon. and i'm sorry fo-" i felt a pair of soft lips on mine, giving me a quick peck to stop me from talking more.

"you don't have anything to apologise for, baby. it's all me." he reassured, connecting our lips once again in a more passionate kiss.

i ran my fingers through his hair as he deepened the kiss. i tugged on his hair a little, making him grunt lightly. he picked me up and wrapped my legs around his waist, never disconnecting our lips, and led us to the couch. he laid my back on the couch and pulled away to give my neck some attention.

"lemme show you how much i love you, princess."