TOTGA • chae hyungwon

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To Hyungwon,

Hyungwon-ah, this is Y/N. I'm probably late, but I'm writing this letter to say sorry and thanks to you.

First, I'm sorry, Hyungwon. I really am. I lost all the chances, the times that we could've spent together, and the memories we could've been shared. I was nothing but a coward. I'm so sorry. I was too scared. All I did was to overthink when I should've fought for you. God knows how much I wanted to, but it's all my damn fault. I am really sorry. Sorry, I'm too late to be there for you, to take care of you, to make you happy, to give you warm hugs. Sorry.  Forgive me, Hyungwon.

Second, I want to thank you for everything you've done to me. Grateful is an understatement. I was truly blessed to have you by my side, to have someone like you who always make my laugh, make me calm, make me enjoy every little thing. You were more than I could ask for. I thank all the Gods above for giving me someone like you. For letting me experience what is it like to be loved. Hyungwon, you've done enough. I am very very thankful. All those letters you sent, I'll keep them forever. Thank you so so much for coming into my life.

Lastly, I want to say I love you. I really really do. I love you smile, your cute lips, your soft hair, your irresistible eyes, your voice, your jokes, your expressions... everything. I love everything about you. I just hope you're hearing me saying it now.

I always loved you, Hyungwon. And you will always have a special place in my heart. I loved you yesterday, I love you today, and I will still love you for the next tomorrows. But for now, this is a goodbye. Thank you so much and I'm sorry, Hyungwon.

Forever  loving you,
Y/N