Eunhee
Silence occurred; Key’s face had turned red and so do I. I smiled at him and tried to walk away but he reached my hand and pulled me in.
Now only inches closer, he started to initiate a kiss; A kiss that is a lot more passionate than earlier. I tried to struggle and pull away at first but failed so I gave up. After being deeply immersed with the kiss, we both pulled away and stared at each other.
Ring-ding-dong.~
The silence that have been built minutes ago are now broken. I ran out of the rooftop and bang the door. I leaned at the door and tears started to drip. I ran to our class and pretended nothing happened. I guess Key stayed at the rooftop that time. I personally don’t know how to feel.
I feel violated yet happy at the same time. I must admit; I enjoyed the whole thing, but knowing the fact that his feelings towards the kiss weren’t for me but for Hana. Should I get angry? Should I be the one angry? But I was the first one who kissed him.
My feelings for Key are still unclear. He does make my heart skip a beat and I could make him mine anytime but am I ready to enter a relationship that I’m unsure of? Am I ready to like him despite of him liking Hana and not me? Are my feelings for Key solid enough to accept the consequences?
I’m not prepared to see him for now. I’m so troubled with my own feelings.
Key
I looked at Eunhee walking away from the rooftop. I tried to run after her but my feet wouldn’t move –atleast they know that I was wrong—I held the doorknob clenching my fist with anger. I punch the wall with my left hand. This isn’t enough to punish myself, I should kill myself.
I can’t deny to myself that I have thought of Hana everytime I’m with Eunhee but this time it’s different, I became impulsive because I wanted to kiss Eunhee, not Hana. My feelings for them were the same yet different. How so? It’s both love in different ways. I have confirmed it, I love Eunhee.
Hana, she’s in the past. Eunhee is here now and I’m about to lose her too. How stupid could I be? I don’t know how I would make it up to Eunhee, I just can’t face her now. I’m feeling embarrassed. And for sure, Eunhee will think that I’m taking advantage of her just because she looks like Hana, which isn’t the case. How do I explain things to her now?
I put my hands and the pocket and found something, it was our prize coupons.
Eunhee
I can’t stop thinking of what happened earlier. Key finally showed himself at the last subject, his hands were wrapped with bandages and I can’t help but get worried. I almost stood up and tried to help him but stopped myself from doing so.
“Key, what happened to your hand? Do you want to stay at the infirmary? I’ll give you an excuse slip.” Mrs Jung blurted out. “I’m fine, Mrs. Jung. I just need to take the quiz.” Key said while holding his injured fist. Oh right, the quiz! I hope he’s fine though. I wonder if he got into any fight.
Wait, is he taking me on a date again? I’m not yet ready to be alone with Key!
40 minutes have passed. I’m still feeling uneasy with Key being near me. He was taking the quiz with all his might. Unlike the quiz before, he’s much more tensed with this one. I don’t know if it’s because it’s hard or it’s because I’m around. Either way, I couldn’t care less.
I ran towards Mrs. Jung and asked her the result. Of course, Key did it.
Key
This is my last chance, I thought. I watched Eunhee cleaning the board while tip-toeing. We’re cleaners for today –actually, we have Jonghyun too but he somehow read the situation again and left saying he has to do something important. I hate how accurate this guy is—
Jonghyun
I left Eunhee and Key thinking they have a little fight. I sat down infront of my laptop at the School Paper Committee room and stared blankly at the article I made. My hands are trembling, how could I make such thing?
‘Blind item! Girl 1 who’s being linked to Boy 2 is now getting herself a boyfriend? Girl 1 has always been seen together with Boy 2 before Boy 1 came. Assumptions that Girl 1 and Boy 2 are dating were arising till Boy 1 came out of the picture saying that Girl 1 looks like his ex-girlfriend! Is Girl 1 going to fall inlove with Boy 1? Or will she continue to hang out with Boy 2? Does Boy 1 really love Girl 1? Or is it just because of his ex?’
I haven’t written the full details yet but everyone can guess who’s who the first time you read it. I was a ruthless article writer till I met Key. I’m still contemplating on whether to continue this or not. Should I delete it? Key, that guy, he always thought that I’m a really good friend but I have always been a jerk. I am a jerk.
“President! Let’s go out for a drink!” Seungho called me. I was startled; I immediately closed the lid of laptop and answered “Is it on you?” he then nodded. I left my laptop and went out.
