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[Jungkook] - Break Up

Here I am again, watching as my loving boyfriend date another girl. They sure look happy together.

I don't even know what to do anymore. I can't even cry or be angry at him anymore. He has been cheating and I know about it.

It's already 4 months and I didn't speak about anything. I want him to tell me about, I don't want to break up with him. I want him to be the one to do it.

But know, I think I changed my mind. I just can't take it anymore. Why won't he just tell me about it and break up with me?

I pulled out my phone in my pockets and dialed his number. I walked away from the café incase he'll look outside.

"Hey baby."

Shit. That hurts.

"Hi, uh, are you busy?" I hesitantly asked on the phone. "Not at the moment, why?" I let out a nervous sigh before answering. "I have to ask you something. Please meet me at the park."

"I'll be there. Be careful okay? I love you." I felt my heart break into a thousand pieces as I heard him say that. I wish you meant that.

"Yeah, I love you too." I said ending the call. I placed my now freezing hands inside my pockets instantly making it warm.

I looked at the people passing by as the snow slowly fell from the sky. They all look so warm with their loved ones by their side. I wish mine was by my side too but he's busy flirting with another girl.

I deeply sighed before hailing a cab. I told the driver the address and he started driving. As the cab moved, my mind reminded me one last time of how Jungkook is with me.

Whenever he would visit me at home, his smile never fades. Even when I'm mad he always makes me happy. He even cooks me food when I'm sick.

He waits for me to fall asleep before he leaves my house. He sends me sweet messages, He kisses me like there's no tomorrow, He hugs me so tight that I can't breathe, He tells m—

I thought can't cry anymore, but here I am at the back of a cab crying silently. I just can't believe he did this to me. He was so sweet, loving—i don't know anymore.

I'm doing this for my own good. So that I can be free and even maybe found another one to love.

The cab stopped and I gave the driver the payment and got off of the vehicle. I felt the cold winter breeze hit my face.

I looked for our favorite spot. The place were we used to have midnight dates. I went into it and saw the bench were we carved our names.

I touched it knowing that I'm gonna forget that name forever. "Baby!" I heard a faint yell. I turned my head towards the direction and saw Jungkook running towards me.

I exhaled deeply before looking at him. He stopped in front of me panting but soon placed his hands on his waist.

"Why aren't you wearing a scarf? It's really cold out here." He scolded me removing his scarf and wrapped it on my neck. When he was done he pulled me and kissed my forehead.

"What is the thing that you need to tell me?" I looked down at my feet and smiled. "Why are you like this?" He raised a brow. "What are you talking about?"

"Why are you so sweet to me? Don't you think that your actions are hurting me?" He slightly chuckled. "You don't want my forehead kisses anymore?"

I scoffed. "Kook, I don't want to say anything. I want you to tell me first. But it's really hurting now, I can't even cry, tears are not even going down anymore, my eyes are all dried out." I started to remove the scarf slowly.

"So today, I'm gonna break up with you. It's a really hard decision but seeing you with another girl for 4 months, hurts. I understand, you don't love me anymore, I can't give you the happiness that you deserved. That's why you found another one, a gurl who can give you everything. I'm sorry, I lacked. "

I held his hand and placed his scarf there. I looked into his eyes, where tears are clearly visible. "Please br happy with her, and love her with all your heart." I looked at him one last time before leaving him there.

Tears didn't fell off my eyes. But my heart sure shattered again, but I know one day, someone's gonna pick up the pieces and bring it back together.

But now, I have to forget about him and move on.