Hs-2023

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"Where's my money bitch? I'm not letting you show off you body on a porn site for nothing...." Was the email that popped up from Matt. "Porn site!" I yelled I didn't know anything about that. A mom gave me a disgusted look and pushed her kid faster. I had to stop looking at her phone. I closed it and put it in my pocket and grabbed the bags. I closed up the van and headed inside, Ami was at the table in a nightgown, eating a snack and setting up her new laptop. "How was your bath babygirl?" I asked as I put down the bags and gave her a kiss on the head. "It was okay, was starting to have bad thoughts so I got out" she said "I'm glad you got out and didn't act on your bad thoughts" I said she smiled."here I grabbed your phone and wallet out of the van as well" I said pulling them out of my pocket and setting them next to her. "Oh ah thanks" she said quickly grabbing her phone. "Your welcome.." I mumbled and starting unpacking the bags. "Those are for you, I hope they are the right sizes" she said looking up from her phone and pointed at 3 of the bags. "Thanks babygirl" I said looking at the clothes, she had bought be a few different pair of pants, a few t-shirts, some boxers, some tank tops and a pack of socks. I smiled a little but my mind wouldn't let me forget about that email. "What you doing babygirl?" I asked trying to sound like I'm asking out of curiosity and not suspicion. "Hold on one.... Sec... Okay what?" She asked putting her phone back on the table. "I asked what you were doing?" I repeated. "Oh ah deleting emails, and ordering a book I need for one of my collage classes" she said I just nodded, I didn't believe her, she was deffently hiding something. "Okay where does the rest of these go?" I asked "um put them by the stairs, I'll take them up later and put them away." She said I gave a small smile and took the bags over to the bottom of the stairs. When I came back Ami was on her phone again. She then grabbed a cigarette and lit it up. I shake my head. "It's her house..." I finally said to myself and started working on getting lunch ready.

I was thankful when Matt stopped emailing me after like 40 long minutes. I put my phone away in my room and came back out to continue setting up my computer. Lex kept his back turned to me and barely said two words which I thought was weird, but then again we just got together as a couple and I hadn't seen him for over a year, we both change a lot since then, we'll I did anyway. once my new computer was all set up, I loaded up my school work for college and started doing one of my assignments. "Okay babygirl lunch is ready time to put your laptop away" Lex said "working right now" I said "I said put it away!" He yelled making me jump. I started crying right away, closed my laptop and ran off to my room to put it away.... Maybe what I said to Matt in my email was right, maybe everyone would be better off without me. I hurried back out to the table and sat down. I didn't know what I did but Lex was clearly mad at me. "I'm sorry I yelled babygirl, I'm just in a little bit of a bad mood, I shouldn't take it out on you" Lex said giving me a side hug as he placed the food in front of me. "He might have been in a bad mood, but I was certain it was I did something wrong... I tried to think about what I did wrong but I couldn't think of anything, so I sighed and let it go and ate my food quietly.
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