high school is hard, it's even harder when your raising 3 kids, your failing out, and you've just given up on yourself.
I'm still working on a cover. And looking for just the right pic for lex so for now you get to see Dean Winchester cute face.
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I got more and more pissed during the week, I would peek at her phone here and there. "Money is sent... Love you... Sorry it took so long" was an email I read that Ami sent to Matt. Most of the time though Ami had her phone stuffed in her pocket, or would hide it away. I was proud that when her kids were here she would smoke outside, and did her best to follow the kids around the house picking up after them. Last night she had taken a long bath, then she went to sleep shortly after, leaving her phone out. I peeked through it and the email she sent matt alarmed me. She first sent him a very sexy naked picture of herself to him, this hurt me. It some how hurt worse when he called her ugly. "Maybe I should just kill myself, everyone would be better off" she wrote further down the email after he ran her down into the ground. "I know our kids would be better off that's for sure, you've always been a bad mom and wife..." Matt wrote my heart ached, my heart ached for me as she was basically cheeting on me, and she was letting Matt control her and put her down. I put her phone back where I got it and decided to just go sleep on the couch.
Thursday night (9ish)
I had come home from visiting my parents and found Ami naked on the floor in front of her computer. I picked her up and placed her in bed and then carried her laptop over to the table. I sat down in front of it and looked around. I checked her history and saw a website. 'Ami's play time corner.slut' I clicked on it and wasn't happy with what I saw. I closed out of it when I heard noises. She had two taps up, one was a book report she was working on and the other was. "How to tell your new boyfriend you have a camsite" I sighed... I've tried everything to cox it out of her. But she kept lieing. But tomorrow I had a plan, a plan I hoped would work. I closed her laptop and made myself some dinner before going off to bed.
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Friday morning
I woke and got the kids ready to go over to their grandparents (Foss's) for the weekend. I gave them all baths, dressed them, packed up their bags and then loaded them in the van after grabbing my own bag. I drove them to their grandparents, gave them all hugs and told them I loved them, and to behave. I then rushed to school. I worked really hard and during my free period did 3 make up tests. I then made sure to get more extra credit work before leaving for the day. On the way home, I ran a few errands, picking up groceries and what not. I then headed home.
I sat in my van, in front of my house, I didn't want to go in, Lex had been asking questions about how I managed to pay for everything, I told him I had an online job sending out emails. Which I did, he knew and I knew that wasn't the whole truth. I finally got out of the van because I had freezer food in the back that needed put away. I grabbed the bags out and went inside ********** 577 words
