Hs-2023

6

I woke early, probably the earliest I've ever woken up on a Saturday. I got out of bed slowly so not to wake Ami. I then checked her diaper and was surprised to see that it was still dry. Last night surprised me, she let me punish her easily. She has went limp over my lap truly believing she deserved being punished. She did but I don't know something just didn't sit right with me. I used the restroom and the exited her room and went off to find a baby monitor. The upstairs floor. (The kids floor) was a mess. Dirty dishes, dirty clothes, toys all throned about. I didn't stay long looking at the mess, I carried the baby monitor to Ami's room, I set it up. "Get your hands off of him!" Ami cried out in her sleep. She started twisting and turning in her sleep. I rushed to her and rubbed her back soothingly. "Shr shr it's okay daddy is here now" I whispered she woke with a jolt and grabbed my wrist, her eyes were wide with alert. I stayed still. "It's just me babygirl, just Lex remember?" I asked softly. She blinked a couple of times and then let go. "Sorry Lex" she said bowing her head. "It's okay babygirl, it's okay" I said she blushed and squirmed. "Did you have an accident?" I asked with no hit of disgust or shame in my voice and eyes. I smiled at her. She nodded "sorry" she poated "it's okay baby, that's what your diapers for" I said I went over and picked her up and she wrapped her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist. "Let's get you cleaned up, then I'll make you breakfast and we will go over today's plans" I said giving her a kiss. "M... Not hungry" she said "it's non negotiable" I said as I carried her to the restroom. I put her down and helped her undress. I took off her underwear and then cleaned her pussy with a wet cloth. She wimpered a bit. I gave her back side a look, it wasn't to bad, it had a bruise on it and a few stripes from the cane but I wasn't to rough with her. I was sitting on my knees as she was standing. I looked up at her and she looked down at me. We stayed like this for a few moments. I stood and lead her back to her room. I found a dress that was clean and put it on her. I then helped her into some panties. She whimpered again. "After breakfast I'll rub some soothing cream on you and then maybe I'll give you cummys." I said her eyes lit up and she nodded her head vigerasly. "Want cigarette" she said I sighed. "Okay but smoke it on the back porch, and stay were I can see you." I said "okay" she said after she was dressed she grabbed out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from her purse. I wanted to scold her because I told her to throw all of her cigarettes away, but then again I knew it wouldn't be that easy, I also knew I would still find drugs or beer hiding about. I would deal with that later.

I cooked us eggs and toast and she ate without any trouble. "Good girl" I praised she smiled. I lead her to the bedroom and helped her take down her panties. I then had her lay on her belly on the bed.

I couldn't believe how gentle, Lex was with my spanking last night, I expected him to punish me harshly, he should've to, I've been very bad, I haven't been taking care of myself, or my kids, I'm failing out of school, I've had sex with many men, let Matt abuse me, worst of all I disappointed Lex, Tears started to flow down my face. "What's wrong babygirl?" Lex asked coming back into the room with the soothing cream.
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