Part 9

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Triggers: Do I even need to put a trigger anymore? Just don't read this if anything in the past chapters have triggered you. Thank you, next.

Also this is one big paragraph for some reason? There was never a time skip for it to change paragraphs.

Logan and Patton came back into their room, Patton was feeling extra on edge, he was in love with Logan, but every time he looked at Logan, he saw Logan's father. He couldn't bare it anymore and he put his head in his hands and started crying on the bed.
"Hey, Pat. What's wrong." Logan asked coming to his side.
"I-I love y-you." Patton said.
"W-what?" Logan said, he was shocked.
"I love you so much and I don't know what to do, I want to be with you so bad but every time I see you, I only see your father and it makes me so confused. I want to spend every second with you, but at the same time, you kinda trigger my PTSD and I don't know what to do." Patton said breaking down into Logan's arms.
"Hey, shhh. We can figure this out together okay? For starters, I love you too Pat." Logan said.
"R-really?" Patton said looking up at him with puffy eyes. Logan chuckled.
"Of course, I loved you when I saw you in court. I mean, I'm not a little kid I know you don't fall in love at first sight but the way I feel has only gotten stronger, and it was strong at the beginning. If you do want to be in a relationship with me, we can go slow. We don't even have to label ourselves right away, we won't even have to hold hands for years, just give me a chance." Logan said. Patton started sobbing at this point, for a different reason then before. "Pat why are you crying?"
"I'm so happy. No one has ever been so sweet to me before. I've never been in a relationship before so I don't know how it works." Patton said wiping away his tears.
"Relationships don't have rules except the obvious 'don't be an asshole to your partner unless necessary'  rule." Logan said.
"I'm willing to try a relationship." Patton said.
"We will go at your pace. What is the limit for you so I don't go too far?" Logan asked.
"Um, no kissing, no fucking obviously, no spooning, I guess? Oh and tell me if you have a boner so I don't have to see it." Patton said. Logan kinda chuckled.
"I'm willing to go at your pace, how do you feel about cuddles?" Logan asked.
"Again, no spooning but cuddles when we are facing each other is fine. Hand holding is also fine, just tell me if you are going to do it. Sorry if I'm being too controlling." Patton said.
"You're fine Pat." Logan said.
"Also no pet names." Patton said.
"Is Pat fine?" Logan asked.
"Yes, it's fine. Nothing like 'baby' or 'love' is that fine, is this too much for you?" Patton asked. Logan asked.
"You're fine Pat. I don't want you to be triggered into an episode. I'm just so happy to have you in any way shape or form." Logan said.
"Me too." Patton said smiling.
"You have a beautiful smile, I could write a sonnet about it." Logan said.
"Trochaic octameter?" Patton asked.
"Iambic pentameter. No one can write trochaic octameter." Logan said.
"I'm feeling very attacked right now." Patton said. Logan laughed.
"Get some sleep Pat, you need it." Logan said.
"You do too. You haven't slept in three days!" Patton said.
"I can't help that Pat." Logan said.
"Welp, you're sleeping tonight come here." Patton said pulling him into bed and kissing his forehead and made Logan chuckle.
"Night Pat." Logan said holding him.
"Night Logie." Patton said tightening his grip on him.

A/N: So as I said before, this is one big paragraph so idk how to separate it so if you have a comment about something can you quote it so ik what your talking about? Thanks 😁💕

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