Road To Recovery~Prinxiety/ Logicality Rehab AU

Part 12

Before I start... SOMEONE PLEASE DATE ME. Im tired of being single.

Triggers: Talk about Prostitution and Sex in strict detail, Rape Mention, Drug withdrawal symptoms, Slight Abuse

Roman was holding Virgil close to him. Virgil hearing Roman's quick and steady heart beat calmed him down. Roman looked at the tired boy next to him, looking at the rise and fall of his chest made him relieved. Virgil has been through a lot. Roman hated that for him since they were in obvious love to anyone around them. I didn't matter how many times Virgil said he was worthless, Roman loves to shower Virgil with compliments and praise for being in his first committed relationship. Virgil started to open his eyes and looked up at Roman.
"Morning sleepy head." Roman said.
"Morning Ro." Virgil said. Roman smiled at Virgil and gave him a quick kiss. Roman giggled.
"You have morning breath." Roman said.
"And you don't?" Virgil said, to which Roman chuckled.
"What do you want to do today?" Roman asked.
"Ugh, nothing." Virgil said.
"Do you just want to talk? Maybe...open up to each other more? I can tell you how I got into prostitution." Roman asked.
"Yeah sure. Let me just get food and I'll be ready." Virgil said.
"Hey! I need to eat too!" Roman said to which Virgil chucked.

Virgil and Roman returned from their "date" at the food court and Roman picked Virgil up.
"Hey! Let me down mother fucker!" Virgil yelled at him. Roman gently tossed him onto the bed. Roman started to wrestle with Virgil. "Hey! Cut it out." They kept fighting until Virgil had to stop. "Ow, cramp cramp cramp."
"Sorry babe." Roman said.
"It's fine Ro. Just let me do this a second." Virgil said going into cat stretch.

The rest of the day they laid in bed doing nothing but talking and cuddling. They were laughing and giggling to each other.
"Hey Virgil, do you want me to tell you why I got into prostitution?" Roman asked him.
"You can if you want." Virgil said.
"Okay, so um. My family was in debt, my whole family and at a young age. I had to start doing 'black market jobs' as my father called it. He made me do prostitution." Roman said.
"Wait...your father?" Virgil asked.
"Yeah." Roman responded.
"Why? How old were you?" Virgil asked taking his hand.
"10..." Roman said. Virgil's mouth hung wide open.
"You lost your virginity when you were 10?!" Virgil nearly yelled.
"Mhm. To a sixteen year old. It was consensual so I didn't consider it rape. He 'went easy on me' is what he said. I still remember the pain though. He didn't stretch me or use lube or anything. He just, did it...it was slow and painful. It was still consensual so it wasn't rape but I still should've asked to stop. The worst part was...it was 'practice'...with my older brother." Roman said.
"Roman, oh my god." Virgil said hugging him. Roman started to cry in his shoulder. "This is not your fault don't blame yourself. You were young, that fact that your father forced you to do this and your brother... I can't fathom what that must have been like."
"Yeah well, my brother hooked me up with his friends, some girls and some guys. Only the guys wanted to hook up because what girl would want to hook up with a 10 year old. So basically, they would come over and would take boner pills and fuck me hard. Like too hard. I ended up having my asshole ripped in multiple spots and the doctor told me I had to get surgery to stitch it together. My father made me decline. So it's still there, healing, but still there. Which, shows how much I have sex. I eventually got used to the feeling of an orgasm and the only way I know I have it is when I start to cum." Roman said.
"Roman...you know that means you have nerve damage in your penis or on your prostate. Right?" Virgil said.
"N-no." Roman said looking down.
"It's okay baby." Virgil said rubbing his hands up and down Roman's arms. "Can I open up to you now?"
"Mhm." Roman said.
"Alright, so my aunt was homophobic right? She's always been there for me. She improved my english. She helped me with grief, truly an amazing woman. I thought I could trust her with anything. I came out to her and she slapped me. Hard, and said that if I were to do anything with a guy she'd put a gun to my head. Like not ironically." Virgil said and started to cry.
"She'll come around one day." Roman said wiping away his tears.
"It's been three years love, she's not coming around." Virgil said nuzzling into Roman's hand.
"I'm sorry Virge. Come here, you're alright." Roman said pulling Virgil into his lap so he was facing him.

The crying went on for some time when Patton and Logan came into the room.
"We can...come back another time if that's alright." Logan said.
"No, it's fine come in." Virgil said. Logan and Patton walked in and locked the door.
"You good now Virge?" Roman asked.
"Yeah I'm fine. What's up?" Virgil asked breathlessly wiping away his tears.
"Do you want to go for a walk in the garden with us? To get some fresh air?" Patton asked.
"Yeah sure. Is it fine with you Ro? I don't want to speak for you." Virgil said.
"Yeah, lets go." Roman said grabbing his keys.

A/N: Okay, so I know I'm a little whore for wanting someone I don't know to date me, BUT I'M A LONEY PIECE OF SHIT. I want someone to date me like hella badly.