Road To Recovery~Prinxiety/ Logicality Rehab AU

Part 11

Triggers: Panic Attack, Self Harm Mention

Logan woke up in the middle of the night to hear Patton sobbing and it made him really upset.
"Hey Pat. What's wrong?" Logan asked.
"I can't do this." Patton managed to get out.
"Do what?" Logan asked.
"This. This relationship. I love you so much, I just, can't. I don't want to loose you but my anxieties are getting in the way and I'm so conflicted." Patton said.
"Hey, we'll figure it out. I promise I will do everything to change for you." Logan said.
"You don't have to change for me Lo. It's me, not you." Patton said. Logan breathed out.
"I want to be with you though." Logan said.
"Maybe...it's not meant to be." Patton said.
"We could gaze into the stars and sit together now and forever for it is plain as anyone could see we're simply meant to be." Logan sang to him. Patton leaned forward and kissed him, it was merely a quick peck but it still got to him. He started panicking, his breathing quickened and his grabbed his hair and started to try to pull it out.
"Patton, you need to breathe. Breathe in and out with me you're okay." Logan said taking exaggerated breaths and Patton attempted to follow along.

When Patton calmed down he immediately fell asleep. Logan looked at the calm boy with his chest slowly rising and falling with each breath, he could see the scars on his arms. Each one littered his arms and were a bright white or dark red. He ran his fingers up and down his arms tearing up a little bit. He loved this boy a whole lot. There was no way he was going back to sleep so he just decided to go to the food court to have food for them for later.

It is now about 10 am and Logan had been doing research on trans topics since he wanted to go into gender psychology until he realized the time. He walked over to Patton and started to stroke his cheek. Patton stirred and started to wake up.
"Rise and shine sleeping beauty." Logan said.
"Ugh, just a few more minutes." Patton said.
"I got you breakfast." Logan said. Patton got out of bed in one second and ran over to his food.
"You're the best boyfriend ever! I love you so much." Patton said.
"There's my happy pappy Patton that I know and love." Logan said. He pulled him into a hug. Patton was significantly shorter than Logan so he hid his face in the upside of his elbow.
"What do you want to do today Lo?" Patton asked.
"I don't know. Should we tell Roman and Virgil about our relationship? Since we are going to be seeing each other a lot and they need to know?" Logan said. Patton tensed up and then relaxed more into the hug.
"I don't know Lo. I'm still really new to this." Patton said.
"That's fine. Do you want to see if they can hang out? We can all go to the garden and walk around since I take it you don't want to go to the pool." Logan said as he started to sway Patton back and forth in his arms. Patton started to giggle.
"Yeah okay, that's fine with me." Patton said pulling out of the hug.
"You're adorable." Logan said kissing his nose. Patton giggled.
"Thank you Lo. I love you." Patton said.
"I see your getting more comfortable with me." Logan said.
"Slowly, but I am." Patton said.
"Good." Logan said grabbing his hand and interweaving their fingers.
"I got the key." Patton said.
"Be sure to lock the door." Logan said.
"Kk." Patton said locking the door.

They knocked on Roman and Virgil's door but their door was unlocked so they opened it so see Virgil crying into Roman's arms.
"We can...come back another time if that's alright." Logan said.
"No, it's fine come in." Virgil said. Logan and Patton walked in and locked the door.
"You good now Virge?" Roman asked.
"Yeah I'm fine. What's up?" Virgil asked breathlessly wiping away his tears.
"Do you want to go for a walk in the garden with us? To get some fresh air?" Patton asked.
"Yeah sure. Is it fine with you Ro? I don't want to speak for you." Virgil said.
"Yeah, lets go." Roman said grabbing his keys.

A/N: Next chapter will be Ro & Virge and the one after that will be there walk for context.