game || randy

two.

i don't know what was going through my mind the day i decided to join them.

i remember the anger running through me; i know that he reminded me of every single time he hurt me. how he left me. how he didn't care. but how much he cared for andy. i remember feeling weak, knowing i couldn't anything, knowing that i wasn't getting him back. so i just said yes. accepted the fact that the only way i could get him back was to make andy leave. one way or another. but that didn't work out. at all.

"baby?" i sighed when i heard his voice. "yeah, what?" i was sitting on my bed, sketching something. no matter how hard i tried my mind still went back to the friends i used to have and my ex boyfriend. my past. the better part of me. "boss wanted to talk to you. said it was important."

i didn't immediately get up, even though i knew that he was going to come in if i didn't. i pulled the sleeves of my hoodie over my shaky hands. i was scared, but who wouldn't be? he didn't normally call people into his office unless it was something incredibly important.

harvey came in, making his way to my bed and sitting down. he took my hand in his and i sighed. he smelled of cigarettes and there was a fresh bruise under his eye. i brushed my fingertips over it. he twitched and moved away. "where is that from?"

"tried to take down this boy... he was fast." i nodded, sighing quietly. i hated it. i just wished i could give up.

"get up. you have to go." he added and i stood up, closing my sketchbook and putting it under my pillow. "if you open it i'm gonna kick your ass." he just chuckled at me, but i knew he wouldn't try to look through it.

harvey and i were a strange couple. he loved doing this type of stuff while i felt extremely guilty right after i'd do the thing. he loved having his dominance but i absolutely hated giving him the upper hand. he wasn't going to control me, ever. nobody was. not now and not ever again. except for my boss of course.

i made my way through the mansion, hearing a scream or two every few seconds. people in here were like animals. they didn't care about other people and i guess i forgot how to care too. i was almost sure that someone was dying in between these walls, yet i couldn't do anything about it. i didn't have the choice to save them. i already chose my path.

i stopped walking and just stared at his door; straight fear was rushing through me. i knew that this could end up really badly but i was almost sure i haven't done anything wrong. i knocked lightly and then i heard shuffling.

"come in."

he did sound a lot like him. i opened the door and my eyes immediately find their way to the woman in the corner. she had a tape on her mouth, and a blindfold covering her eyes. i took a deep breath before looking up at my boss. "who's that...?"

he gave me a smile before telling me to sit down. he was so similar to rye. yet they were nothing alike.
but i guess the need to hurt people ran in the family.

a/n
impulsive decisions to post new chapters lol