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[JK] Runaway

I asked Jin not to mention Taehyung's suicide to anyone for the moment, but eventually we told everyone about it...

Taehyung's death is already in the news, of course since he's a famous idol, but we shouldn't talk about it for now, we all need some time to breathe.

One month has passed since that night and still no one was able to cope with his death. I couldn't complain, because me neither, I couldn't. It always felt like there was this one big hole formed in my heart. Taehyung's laughter, intelligence, quirkiness, I missed them. It wasn't the same anymore.

Kook started doing worse and worse everyday. He couldn't take Tae off of his mind. The BigHit Staffs noticed and told him to put more effort into his dancing, they even mentioned the word "quit". Yes, he used to dance with so much emotion, but now, he just looked the same from before when he first became a trainee, except a lot worse. He had this dead face all the time and Jin and I blamed ourselves for causing this, because we really didn't want him to quit BTS, or even BigHit Entertainment.

Namjoon, as the leader of the group, talked with Jungkook privately a lot to discuss about the issue. Sometimes, Jimin would join the discussions too. Despite Joon never going through a tough relationship like theirs, he understood him and comforted him a lot. I was glad that Namjoon was an empathetic and a patient person.

One evening, as we all had dinner together, we noticed something different. Yes, Taehyung wasn't here anymore, but that wasn't it. We were six people around the dinner table. Six. Someone was missing. But who was it?

After ten seconds of analyzing everyone, I finally noticed who disappeared.

It was Jungkook.