Forever| Tom Hiddleston (Republishing)

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The crew helped me in my harness as I stood at the top of the building starting to feel very nervous. I had an ear peice so I could talk and hear the director.

I looked over the edge, "You know...I don't think you guys thought this through when you wrote this........ And I don't think I thought this through when I signed for this"
I heard the director laughing in the back "You'll be alright, just relax, are you ready?" "Ready as I'll ever be" I said.

"Action!"

I crouched down on the edge watching Connor and Drew near the car shooting targets down on the ground, they were out numbered. I heard my cue on my ear peice and jumped, I felt the wire slow down just enough for me to land correctly. I landed on the roof of the car in a crouched position denting the metal of the car a bit.
I shot all the targets that came up, once done I stepped off the roof of the car onto the hood then jumped on the ground turning to face Ben and Hal, "I'm looking for the Second Mass, I need to find Captain Daniel Weaver." I said as I put my riffle safely on my back.

"Cut!" the director said, "That was perfect."

>>The whole cast of Falling Skies and Tom's movie were getting together for a party, it wasn't anything too fancy, I wore some nice jeans with my black heels, a light blue shirt and my leather jacket.

>I walk in and see alot of people I don't recognize, luckily I spot Connor right away. I walk over to him and I see his face light up as soon as he sees me, I give him a hug. "It feels like yesterday that we started filming this" he says to me, "It does." I say to him.

I look around and see Tom across the room, I see a woman go up to him and hug him, she stands awfully close to him: his girlfriend. 'Of course he had a girlfriend' I thought to myself, I don't know why I bothered to get my hopes up. I should have known, but it still hurt. I picked up my glass of champagne and drank it all in two big gulps.
I scanned the room again and then noticed Connor staring at me, "Are you okay?" he asked me. "Yeah. Yeah, yeah I'm fine" I said as I turned to set my glass down I said to myself, "Just peachy".

I talked to Connor most of the night. I'll admit, I used to have a crush on him when I first joined the team, he was just so cute with his pretty green eyes and blonde hair.
But that was before, now we were just good friends, he never seemed to show any interest in me that way, so I got over it.

Just then Tom came up to us, "Hello, y/n" he said, he was alone, "Oh hi Tom" I said "This is my friend Connor, Connor this is Tom" they shook hands and said hello.
"Well, I'm going to see what Drew is up to" Connor said, "I'll catch you later, y/n. And it was nice meeting you" he said to Tom. "You too" Tom replied with a smile. He turned to me and said "What you did today. That was amazing, you didn't even look scared" I laughed "Oh I was scared, I thought I was gonna pee myself" he started laughing as well.

'I can't believe I just told Tom Hiddleston that I almost peed myself'

"You didn't look like it at all" he said, "They showed me some scenes from the show, that's how they chose you for the part. They were very impressed, and so am I"

>>Months passed and we became good friends, as if we had know each other our whole lives. We moved out of Canada and had a few days before filming started. I had met the cast and all the Avengers since they were also good friends of Tom.

I'm not gonna lie.... I fangirled so hard when I met the cast for the first time, it took me a while to get used to them, now we were all just one big family.

I was pacing the living room of my new apartment with the script in my hands reading my lines aloud to my dog who watched me from the couch.
It was a bigger apartment, large living room with three bedrooms since Tom and Chris come over often to rehearse, mainly to just clean out my fridge. Chris was like an older brother to me, always picking on me.
Tom on the other hand...... I had grown very fond of him; but he was happy in his relationship, and I honestly just want him to be happy, even though it breaks my heart every time I see them.

I continue to pace back and forth in my living room reading when my phone rings, I look at the screen and see Thor's picture. I answer "Hey Chris, what up?"

"Hey have you heard from Tom today?" he asks sounding worried, "Uh no I haven't, whats wrong?" I ask putting my script down.

"Well, someone told someone, who told me that him and his girlfriend broke up...and hes not answering my calls or texts. I'm not in the city right now and I'm worried".

"Don't worry, I'll head over to see him right now" I told him, "Alright, let me know what happens" he said.
"Kay, bye." I said I grabbed my shoes and car keys and headed for the door, Han lifted his head as he saw me about to leave "No, no, baby, stay. I'll be back soon" he put his head down and slept.