Forever| Tom Hiddleston (Republishing)

Interruptions

We arrived early at the set, and we were free to walk around.
Tom took me by the hand and led me to the prop room. I quickly spotted the helmet Loki wore in The Avengers.
I let go of his hand and ran the last few steps towards it. I picked it up in amazement and I heard Tom's sweet laugh behind me, he took it from my hands.
"Here, let me help you" he said taking it apart and carefully placing it on my head. He kept his hands on the side where my cheeks were.
"You must think im crazy" I said laughing.
He chuckled, "I think you're missing something" he said turning around and grabbing something off a stand behind him. He comes back and hands me the scepter. I took it in my hands and tried to contain the urge to jump up and down like a little girl, I must have not done a good job since he continued to laugh at me,
"You are so adorable, love"

"Wait, wait, wait, I can do this" I said taking a few steps back and putting on a serious face I pointed the scepter with my right hand.

"Kneel before me...... I said kneel!" I said taking a step forward, the helmet being too big started sliding quickly to the side so I had to stedy it with my left hand. We both started laughing,

"That was pretty convincing..... For about two seconds" he said, which made me laugh more.

>It was a short day of work for me, Tom had to do more scenes so I went to my dressing room to get out of my costume, I put on jeans a tank top and zip up sweater. I went back to where they were still filming, I sat in one of the chairs and watched him do his scenes.
One moment he would be completely serious, he would become Loki, the next he would say something or do something that would make him break character and I could see Tom when he would laugh.
I am completely in love with this man, in love with the wrinkles on his forehead, his eyes, his hands, his smile.
He looked at me and smiled as if he could read my mind, I smiled back and waved. 'How could such a man claim to love me" I thought to myself.

>Once finished, Tom walked over to me still in his costume, he gave me a quick kiss on the lips.
Should we get going?" he asked taking my hand. We walked to his dressing room and he closed the door behind him.
He walked towards me, and stood in front of me with a smile on his lips.
I looked down at his costume,
"I really like this" I said putting a finger on his breast plate, I couldn't help smiling.
"Really" he said putting his hands on my waist and pushed me back, forcing me to walk backwards slowly, his face inches from mine. He then quickly shoved me against the wall and he bit my bottom lip as he kissed me. My hands got tangled in his long black hair. He moved his hands and started pulling down my sweater and kissed my shoulder moving up to bite my neck.
"Kneel" he whispered in my ear.

Just then the door burst open and Chris came in.
"Hey Tom, have you-" he cut off as soon as he realized what he interrupted, Tom had only taken off my sweater, but I still felt embarrassed.
"Woah, I'm so sorry" he said as Tom turned to look at him. He left and closed the door in a hurry.
I groaned and put my face in my hands, Tom laughed and hugged me, "I'll never hear the end of that" he said. I started to help him get out of his costume. It was a long process
"I think I'm living every fan girl's dream right now" I said as I was undoing one of the many buckles.

>>A few weeks later I was doing a short scene where my character was expecting a baby, I wore a gown and was fitted with a fake belly, my hair in an elegant braid. The scene would only be for a few seconds to show I was expecting a child.
I walked out of my dressing room felling very awkward.
I had never given much though to the idea of having children.
I walked down the hall to the set and bumped into Tom as I turned the corner, he had just arrived and was still in normal clothes.

"Woops, sorry, love" he said taking me by the shoulders and I put my hands on his chest to keep myself from falling.
"I think I just had a flashback to when we first met. Except this time I think I would have just bounced" I said laughing as I adjusted my fake stomach. I looked up at him and saw a strange look on his face, he was looking down at me with a soft smile on his lips.
"What?" I asked.
"It's just....you look so beautiful" he said and he kissed the top of my head.

>Later that evening we went to his apartment, Han right away made himself at home on Tom's couch. Tom was helping me make dinner, he turned on the radio and ever so often he would take me by the hand and we would dance, put his arm around my waist and kiss me.

"Tom, you're going to make me burn something" I laughed. The doorbell rung.
"That's probably Chris" he said looking up.
"I'll get it." I said walking away, "Wait a second" he said grabbing my hand and pulling me back to him for a kiss.
The door bell rung several times in a row and I finally pulled away and went to answer.
I opened the door expecting Chris, I instead found a beautiful tall woman with blue eyes and dark hair.
"Hello, I'm looking for Tom" said the woman who I now recognized as Tom's ex.