From The Eyes of... Everyone?

Entry 7

Watching his hands flow over the keys, it fills me with a feeling I know not. The happiness inside me is something I haven't known in a very long time. It's a spark that has relit the embers of my soul. I feel ablaze and full of life once more. The world around me is filled with so much that I saw but never truly seen. I'm a carefully guarded soul but with him there is no walls around my mind. If I find myself putting my guard up, he seems to find a way in without even realizing he broke through my careful defenses. This man does not cease to amaze me in some of the most simple of ways. He is an incredibly gentle and beautiful soul. Life has made him hard around some edges but we all have what others would call flaws. To me they are not flaws, they are not blemishes, they are not stains on his soul. Every aspect of him makes him who he is, and I would never for a second think to try to change a single thing about him. The thing is, I truly don't want to change him. I don't want to influence him in any way, he and I are walking along this crazy path called life and I don't want to nudge him in any which way. We are following our own desires in this life, but I believe through it all we will not fade or waver. If our grander plan or rather our destiny, if you will, is to be together in this life. Then together we shall be, there is no need to force anything. With him I am simply breathing, existing. I never had hoped for this to be so easy, to be so enjoyable. I thought I would need so much time after everything that had happened. But here I am, treading slowly, but here I am.