ghosts

i.

dearest you,

do you know what borderline means? do you know anything about me? no? keep it that way. trust me, it's better you never know. (i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i didn't mean it--i love you, don't leave me, please don't ever leave me, i cannot be alone). i'm torn between making sure you'll never leave and leaving myself. i need someone to cling to, but then all i want is to be alone. i'm in the middle of a road, looking left and right. i'm plagued with indecision. do i cross the border, do i cross the border, do i cross the border, do i cross the border, do i cross the border, do i cross the line between what is right and wrong do i cross the border do i cross the border do i cross